_.chelseaaaa._ :
Here’s a part of a poem I wrote inspired by “LA who am I to love you?” by lana del rey 💗 except I’m talking about New York 😍 “how I love you, New York, never change. . . I know it's been a long time since I left you, my visit was short which means I could only see you through a tainted pink crystal but I'd like to get to know you in your usual flow too, having all the versions of you might help me find my way back to myself. . . I've never slept so well as when I was in your arms, if only you could be an angel in my sky, who knows. ... maybe I could find the remedy to recover in a me I appreciate - I'm not asking for much, as long as you hold me, as long as you keep my place warm, as long as you continue to celebrate my ever-expanding palette of emotions, as long as you listen to the playacting of my soul, as long as you see me as I am, I'll continue to love you, I'll continue to cherish the place I've made for you in my garden, I'll continue to flatter you, because how can I not flatter a place where peculiarity is the star for once? - i love you in the purest way, never doubt it... . just let me be the orphan who finds a mother in your most unseen areas, the kind of mother who will put my dreams in golden frames that she will display for all her friends to see, just let me be a white-toothed cowry who finds rest on your shoreline, let me find myself for good, let me see love from a sky-blue perspective, I know I can change but not alone, I might be loved again someday but today I can only sigh and watch the sunflowers grow or go for a walk in my piece of land that nobody cares about - I belong to you and I'm glad. . . now I understand - I understand that... . New York, you were always meant to be my homeland”
2026-08-25 00:10:09