@thejoshuav: 30 days until I'm 31. It was supposed to be 31. Yesterday I sat down to film this. My camera died. My phone died. I couldn't find the adapter for my stand. Nothing was working and I gave up. Then I had the entire rest of the day. And I still didn't do it. So it wasn't really about the battery. I was avoiding it. Here's what I was avoiding. For 10 years I've been the guy behind other people's wins. I managed over $50M at TikTok. None of it was in my name. Somewhere in there I burned out and stopped doing my own things. My piano gets played. My songs don't get finished. My acoustic guitar has been sitting unstrung for months, with the strings right next to it. I still go to training, just not as much as I used to. I want to compete. I haven't in years. I honestly don't even know what to do with myself anymore. If a friend or a client came to me in this situation, I'd know exactly what to do. So for the next 30 days, I'm the client. Posting daily, good or bad. Not missing any more days. I'm not putting the 31 back. That day is gone. We start the scoreboard now. Follow me to see if I can follow through.
