@jafub_b: reason I don’t do RS anymore Edit: Hello! I honestly didn’t expect this to get so many views. Just to clarify, I didn’t post this to flex or romanticize the obsession, a difficult phase of my life. I simply wanted to share my experience from my first relationship and how much I’ve grown since then. In life and love, we sometimes do things we never thought we were capable of. I learned my lessons, grew from them, and became a better version of myself.