keith :
hes the one who approached me the one who pursue me.
I fell in love with this man, hes nice at first told me things like no matter what my dreams or goal would be he'll be always there behind me, he's willing to support mo to whatever is that. then came my OJT he never once asked me how I was doing he keep his distance to the point of slowly fading away, then I texted him what's going on, it took him more than 24 hrs to respond saying, he dont know too?? which make no sense about what I texted him about, after that he never texted me again it almost like I'm the one begging for his affection, then suddenly I woke up one midnight and stalked him on IG I thought it was a glitch he only followed one person, this person also reacted to one of his pic in Fb so I stalked her she's pretty ways that I'm not, I'm more of a conservative dresser while she shows off, then I checked again, he did really unfollowed me , after that I stopped texting him. I do love him, because he's my first intimate relationship, and I fucking love him, you know despite the fact that I already saw that, I still daydream thay one day he'll still come back to me, choose me and will really love me for reall hahahah, fuck this, I lower my standard for him to almost zero but this is all I can get, funny for him hoped he'll outlived all that he's yearning for.
2026-08-17 17:50:55