Lady Reisan :
I had a son.
I fell pregnant, experienced all 9 months of pregnancy, gave birth, breastfed my son to about 8 months old, I remember his face, his eyes, his hair, the pull of the milk as he nursed, the dappled sunlight on my skin as I stood under the large eucalypt tree, the smell of the dirt under my feet and the leaves in the air, in an offwhite dress, as the breeze tugged my hair and my dress, whike I stood there holding him feeding him.
We were in a car crash when he was 8 months old. I woke up in bed at home ... 6 years younger, sobbing because my boyfriend knew we didn't have a son, we couldn't get pregnant and it was all a dream. I was 22 at the time, and I STILL remember it, clear as day 19 years later.
2026-08-02 13:53:10