@madwickedawesom3: I don’t usually make videos like this but I don’t have really anyone to talk to so 🥹 Small vent ig idk im new to this not true to this For small context I saw Tombquest in between going to Disney, which BTW was his idea, it could have just been me and my mom going just to see TQ and coming right back home so we could save money, and I wanted it to be me and my mom bc I knew he wouldve gotten tired and something would have gone wrong but he decided to bring the whole family AND go to Disney, anyways my dad got really upset because he wasn’t feeling well and when he doesn’t feel well he’s like a ticking time bomb that will get super mad at any minor inconvenience, part of why he got mad at the end was because my mom couldn’t find a gas station on her phone bc she’s not very good at that kind of stuff, because of that and other factors he said some really shitty stuff that I will not be sharing and I haven’t been very well mentally bc of what generally happened w him, there was also some stuff before the trip like me and him were not on speaking terms and I hoped this trip would bring us back together but it ended the same way it started. And this isn’t new so I’ve gotten used to him yelling and I cry less and less but this was the first time in a long time I was genuinely scared. At the end he yelled at us to get away from him while trying to help unload the car :’) And something that happens with me idk why is that I end up thinking about memories positively or negatively depending on how he reacts to it but I think that day that I finally saw Starkid live was the happiest I’ve been in so long, I could even say the happiest I’ve been in my whole life. Starkid really has helped me mentally and I don’t want to ever forget that day. I think I literally cried at the very beginning and end and car ride back because I was so happy. In that moment it felt like nothing mattered anymore like all my problems disappeared. And I’m not saying this to overexagerate but for me it’s rlly hard to cry if I’m not sad, that’s the first time I’ve ever cried because of happiness. Even thinking about that day now is making me feel better. So I won’t let him ruin that day for me. But yeah I needed to get it off my chest ig I honestly don’t think anyone irl wants to hear ts 🥹 thank u to anyone who listened. I gotta lock in now and be silly goofy 😌 lwk might delete the caption later bc now I feel like I’m being too dramatic 🥹 #starkid #tombquest #teamstarkid #vent #MentalHealth

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