Jason SV :
This is for you.... I wanted to talk, prononce or even shout what is in my mind since a long time ago, there's so much things that are stuck in me in a certain way but I couldn’t or didn’t know how to express it... So i'mma just write as simple as it is every single thoughts that I have, because I... I truly know I'm THE one... I don’t f*cking know a damn thing of how or what or why I know I'm the one because it’s just something I always felt inside me,... that I was different from other people, that I was dreaming maybe for things that are non understandably realistic or reachable, or again that I was just this kid who's telling everyone he'll do it and who ARE gonna make it.. And at the end of it, it’s not JUST about having the best education, it’s not about understand more things, it’s not about wanting more things and do more to have them than the other majority of people on this planet and finally it’s not just about dreaming.. It’s about wanting to live
I've always wanted to live. Not just "live" like everyone says they're living, cause they are not. But L.I.V.E with a big L. I want freedom. Last day my stepmother responded this to me when I said that I wanted freedom : "You are free, no one ever put you in a prison"
But no I'm just a kid who depends on his parents and thanks to them, is already being handled. So by définition I'm free cause they're doing everything to MAKE me feel like that, but... if I learned something during the past few weeks or months is that, it’s only "temporarily". When I'll be 18, I'll have to pay for a few bills, I'll have to pay for stuff that I want, I'll have to work and do maybe something that I'm not passionate of doing it so yeah I'm not free in my mind, because it is like I've just said, "Temporarily".
2026-08-02 22:18:57