Rise Above with Kevin Lanning
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Sunday 02 August 2026 13:48:28 GMT
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Sophia Lewis :
This is me. I feel too far gone. I’ve never been addicted to anything like what I became addicted to a year and a half ago. No one knows but one person because I hide it so well or at least I think I do. Inside, I feel dead every day. I pray empty prayers daily. Begging for God to help me, but failing to do my end of it. I finally caved and called a rehab and I’m going today. I still feel hopeless though. I still feel like this is a never ending situation. I’ve tried to stop on my own so many times. I just made it 4 days and failed because the cravings and withdrawals are so strong. My bf, the only person who knows about it, keeps saying he doesn’t think it will happen, that I’ll get sober for real and it’s just empty words because I’ve said I’m going to get sober for over a year to him. But I pray and cry for it daily.. His words are making me doubt myself at this point. My inability to stop makes me feel like I’m too far gone. Addiction is crazy. I’ve dealt with it in my past and always been able to stop on my own. This drug is a whole different beast. I can’t stop even though I feel it killing me. I hate it and still do it. I say I’m done and do it again. I hate it. I hate the people who introduced me to it. I hate that I started it. It’s made me forget who I am and become someone I’m not. I refuse to let this be it for me. I hate the people that hurt me to the degree that I’ve had to find ways to self medicate my mind to forget their actions. From a baby on. Nothing but abuse in every way. I didn’t have a chance. It doesn’t feel fair. My choice was taken before I had a voice. Now this is my life. Constantly searching for a way to numb my pain. Smiling on the surface. Dead inside. Afraid to feel. Cautious of happiness. I’m so grateful pages like this exist because it allows people who are suffering to see they aren’t alone and there is hope
2026-08-03 10:27:59
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Kristopher Villanueva :
this is exactly the way recovery works in our lives. it's a program of Attraction rather than promotion. we're attracted to a new way of life, and it's possible.💯💯💯💯
2026-08-03 12:47:14
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Jawn :
His “Day in the Life” videos are so good.
2026-08-02 14:32:34
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John :
11 months of hell.i graduated.
2026-08-03 14:05:31
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ConFessions :
I thought I was too far gone too bro. I wish I could have got it right in rehab on of the few times I went court ordered. Relapsed after all of them and caused so much destruction that I didn’t even foresee or understand. Got sober on the floor of jail followed by a wild 10 month prison stay in my second state going to prison for drugs or alcohol. I’ve been in recovery for 3 years. I’ve been addicted to everything. Relationships included
2026-08-02 20:36:25
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John :
program in Rome ga is called the matrix program
2026-08-03 14:05:00
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