@406_haley: I don’t like showing the hard times and when I’m really struggling. But I know I can’t be alone in this. It’s a struggle every night I’m emotionally drained. I hope you all understand why I’m not posting every day, I’m trying my hardest in therapy to help get me past these feelings and cope better but it will take time I hope you all understand and are patient with me I miss you all and I hope to start posting more but it’s been a struggle. I love you all so much 🫶🏻❤️‍🩹 (what I mean by losing friends from complications of these things is they have sadly passed away including one of my best friends that I met in person ,I just needed to make that clear because I was seeing some missunderstanding on the losing friends part In the video ❤️‍🩹) ##struggling##totalparenteralnutrition##beingreal##ehlersdanlossyndrome##chronicillness

Grace :

Setting up TPN can be so incredibly tough emotionally. I can relate with this a lot. Thank you for your vulnerability. If you ever need a buddy to set up Tpn with you, I’m happy to do it alongside you💜

Cassidy :

girl you have no choice but to be so strong all the time.. it’s okay to feel the way you feel 🤍 plus those friends were not your real ones

favorite_sin🖤 :

I’m so sorry. If friends leave because of health, they’re not your friends and not someone who deserves you. As a nurse with chronic illness, I get it. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry you’re feeling that way and wish words could help. But you do so amazing at everything you’re having to do, sweet girl. I’m proud of you. Long time follower. ♥️

emilie :

i love you haley ❤️

tammie ˚.🎀༘⋆ :

i love u my dear :”)❤️‍🩹 ppl dont see the reality behind our tpn set ups. not everyday we do it with smiles on our faces but most, is us crashing out bts. I am so proud of you for even sharing ur story, and the real struggles tht comes with it. i will always be here for u bb and fighting alongside together with u. pls know tht its okay to take a break from social media (i struggle with it myself too :”) ) but st the end pf the day, u r more important!! ur mh is more important.❤️this situation sucks but im honoured to be gg thru this with you, the sweetest gal ever🩷🩷🩷 love u

Gabby🍌 :

It’s hard, this is so so so valid. Cry it out. Scream. Let your emotions out

Jorie Lois 💜 :

I’m sorry 🥺. All I can give you is a virtual Hug for what you’ve been going through 🤗🤗🤗❤️‍🩹❤️.

Taylor :

ILY soooi much 💜 and i hate how much we all can relate 😭

Amy Gilles :

stay strong sweetheart 💖

lindseyfaymurray :

I’ve been setting up TPN every night for my baby girl since October. She just turned 1 year 3 days ago. Doing anything with her line still gives me anxiety because her life is in my hands. I go over everything to make sure I didn’t miss a step at least twice before I actually connect her. Many prayers for you💖

kimberlyhensonahr :

Let it out! You need to feel those feelings to move past them. You are such an inspiration. Be honest with the hard times makes seeing your good times so much sweeter.

𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒 ☪︎ :

ممكن احد يفهمنا شبيها؟

rooskie22 :

I’m with you!! I’m hospitalized on top of it here if you want a friend 💕

Sam :

oh sweet girl ❤️I get it, it’s so terrifying. every night I had to set it up I had a panic attack

Suzy George :

Sending so much love to you. Praying for easier days for you!!

mjb0706 :

🌷 :

You're so strong girl idk you personally but you seems like so sweet and strong I'm a Muslim and I pray to My Allah that Allah bless you with great health InshaAllahh Ameen 🌷 🫂 just remember one thing that you're important for us and we are here to appreciate you and telling you that you're tye strongest girl we ever seen we love you alot big hugs 🫂🤗

elle ☮︎︎ :

i know it’s really hard to post this kind of thing but thank you. these moments are so isolating. everything rushes back, close call infections, friends i’ve lost. it’s not fair but it’s the daily reality for so many of us. proud of you girl you’re doing amazing🤍

Bethany Jayne England :

Everyone is so so proud of you for what you have to go through day in and day out. It’s okay to breakdown. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to hideaway. Your friends and family love you, as for social media… we will be right here when you’re ready, take your time 🤍

genevieve7112 :

Sending love and prayers you are so much stronger than you think 💕

Ashton📞🏴‍☠️ :

do you have to do this everyday or is it a once a week typa thing? ur doing so well and im so proud of you, you can do this

alexa :

Your vulnerability helps so many of us feel a little less alone. Chronic illness gets to be so isolating and it’s easy to get lost in it and feel like you’re cut off from the world. It’s ok to let your guard down, you don’t have to be strong all the time. Sending you love 💞

Inglés con Cindy :

Stay strong. I know it’s not easy. Believe me, I know. I had cancer, and all of my friends disappeared. The same people who used to say nice things, the ones I laughed with and had good times with... all of them. Not a single one stayed. 😒 So yes, it’s okay to feel sad. But today, I’m actually grateful that what I went through helped me see who was real and who wasn’t. In a way it filtered out the people who were never truly there for me.

Julissaesqui :

Oye 🥺 una abrazo enorme. Acá estamos para ti apoyándote.

JRich :

Aww!!!! Keep on keepin on girl. Most of us can’t understand your illness but a lot of us can understand your anxiety and panic and it sucks. We’re here for you! *hugs*