@babyshaiilo: sometimes i think being trans just means learning how to be loved in the dark they tell us we are beautiful they tell us we are perfect they tell us everything we wanna hear but somehow it always ends before the sun comes up they wanna kiss us where nobody can see but they never wanna hold our hand in the middle of the street they marry cis girls they post them they bring them home they build a whole life with them and we stay hidden like a secret that was never supposed to exist sometimes i feel like im just candy something sweet they cant wait to unwrap something they enjoy for a little while then leave the empty wrapper behind like it never meant anything i wonder what it feels like to be chosen instead of hidden to have someone smile when they look at me in public instead of looking over their shoulder to have someone reach for my hand without thinking twice to hear someone say this is my girl and actually mean it i dont wanna spend my whole life being someones secret i just wanna be someones forever