@rhi.a.nnon: just found this draft from this time last year when i was recovering from one of the worst losses/heartaches/mass amounts of pain i’d felt in a really long time. we tend to forget how much we’ve grown until we look back - even in this odd limbo of adolesence i feel unbelievably lucky to have the time to look backwards and forwards simultaneously. there’s so much more ahead of us, that we forget about the time we do have. if i could do anything for that healing, broken, twisted person full of growing pains - i would do nothing at all, nothing to disrupt the growth that got me here. every amount of aching was worth it.