Dovey Blue 🕊 :
I hate being a 9, constant never ending cycles, always ending up at the beginning again, starting over, rebuilding, holding a mirror to others, helping them see themselves honestly, helping them period, until they move on. new faces, new jobs, new places. over and over again in an endless loop. its as if this lifetime isn't for me at all. I love to help, I do, but its exhausting. I don't want to be the teacher forever. I don't want to feel misunderstood or isolated forever. I swear I was just born melancholic. I was born on the 13th lol. fellow 9s, there is beauty in helping others, but this is unmistakably the hardest lifepath/lifetime on your soul. It gets easier in some ways, when you accept the eb and flow and realize our entire purpose is to help, teach, cycle and rebuild. we rebuild stronger each time, but at what cost?
2026-08-10 04:05:46