its so bad for me guys. ive been an alcoholic since 18. i cant seem to stop. ive genuinely destroyed every part of my life that ive ever cared for. i dont even leave my house unless its to buy a drink. i have zero irl friends. im constantly ghosting my online friends because my drinking habits are so bad i do awful things. i lost my apartment, multiple jobs, literally everything. and i still cant seem to stop. ive been hospitalized 3 times. even today, my entire body felt like jello because i once again drank too much. the first thing i think about when i wake up is alcohol. the worst part is i only want to get better when im drunk. i dont want to go to rehab, i know i want to keep drinking. im so fucked.
2026-08-05 08:34:43
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Steph3831 :
Functioning alcoholics get their shit done and pay all their bills
2026-08-07 17:20:18
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mina :) :
psa you don’t have to destroy your life to be an alcoholic
2026-08-06 01:02:10
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A🧟 :
alcoholism isn’t always getting flat out drunk n wasted every night. It can also be having 3-6 drinks throughout the day, going to work, going to the gym, n living a high functioning life but doing it all drunk, day after day after day
2026-08-05 22:22:39
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grandpafucker :
me but i’m functional and i do not drink at work only after
2026-08-05 04:45:00
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Zach Rich :
It sounds cheesy, but fitness filled the hole I felt when I drastically cut back drinking. 100lbs down from a year ago!
2026-08-05 20:47:57
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🇹🇷𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐟🪽 :
never drink or smoke
2026-08-06 06:31:30
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Bee :
as a former alcoholic. this is very true. you lose sense of time just itching for the next time you can black out and forget. you ruin all your relationships and opportunities. you ruin your life. so glad I got better
2026-08-04 23:26:36
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Kuai :
This looks fun as hell tbh
2026-08-05 00:08:38
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MichaelS1 :
Sad sad life...
2026-08-05 08:32:33
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Parrot Piece :
Don’t do it. Even if you are functioning or find it entertaining. Eventually it becomes a habit that can be deceptively and incredibly hard to remove from lifestyle
2026-08-05 12:07:58
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+40🇷🇴 :
fr bro
2026-08-05 06:36:10
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Mc1114 :
thats sad
2026-08-05 07:09:51
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𝑀’🇨🇭 :
🙂↕️
2026-08-06 09:52:36
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V2 :
its so fucking amazing
2026-08-05 21:32:33
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jojo :
It’s usually a very slow decline. Were able to keep jobs for years but, not able to get new ones due to how our faces look. So we’ll work the same job we hate for years and years. If you’re an experienced drunk, work drinking will be very off limits but, once you punch out, the floodgates open. Sometimes you have control, sometimes you don’t. But as long as you’re on time for work most of the time, you’re good. And this is basically how many of us live. Shitty apartment. Job with low pay but too much overtime. And a habit that consumes the rest of your free time because you can’t tolerate being alone with yourself.
2026-08-04 21:42:28
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𝑽𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒂 💉🩺 :
as an alcoholic this is inaccurate it’s not like this for everyone
2026-08-06 05:05:56
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RIEK PLASTIEK :
💪🏻
2026-08-05 05:06:56
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🎀 Grenade 🎀 :
This will be me I fear
2026-08-06 18:30:23
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