i watched this episode thinking it would be like any other. i was in the shower, washing my hair. i had to sit down and sob butt ass naked with soap in my hair. i miss her.
2026-08-04 23:51:37
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shy :
What was she reading?
2026-08-04 23:06:24
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Zoë :
When my friend died I had to go to work the same day and I couldn’t stop thinking abt the fact that I’ll continue to live my life, while his is just over
2026-08-05 14:24:47
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radioaux :
My mom passed when I was 12. The day after we last visited her in the hospital, me and my sisters woke up like we had every morning before. We thought we were going to get ready to head to the hospital to spend the day with our mom. But instead, we were met with our grandma (my moms mom) standing in the doorway, asking us to head into the kitchen. We were so confused, begging for everything to be okay. Our family was gathered around in the kitchen, quiet. No one wanted to tell us but my stepdad ultimately did. I can’t even remember what happened after that. I can’t remember much from my childhood at all. It was like when she passed away, she took my childhood memories with her. My sister wrote something for the paper at 16, my aunt and uncle carved her an urn from a tree in their yard, me and my little sister helped prepare food for her celebration of life. It is absolutely haunting to always have that in the back of your head. “Were they scared when they passed away?” “Did they know I love them before it happened?” “Was there anything more I could’ve done?” It has been 10 years, and I have a baby boy that I know my mom would have loved to meet. She had tried to have a son after having three daughters but the doctors told her she no longer could because she was sick. I really miss my mommy, and I feel like I have no where to talk about it. I hope Heaven is everything she thought it was and more.
2026-08-05 17:36:51
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RabidHobo44 :
2026-08-06 05:22:49
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ALLI🐦🔥 :
They didn’t set a place for me anyways✌️
2026-08-05 03:33:25
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T S H E P I :
after my friend passed away, i had to go to work, i felt so terrible for having to continue with my life, i felt like she deserved it more, she deserved to live past 20 and explore more parts of the world
2026-08-05 08:38:17
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▫️ :
what is the name of the episode?
2026-08-06 18:59:41
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justautumnmm :
I realized this when I had to walk out of the hospital where my dad died. It’s like leaving something you NEED. Your phone, ur car keys, houses keys, ur laptop. It’s like knowing ur leaving it and just having to do it. Walking down a hospital hallway watching people just live life, like yours didn’t just end.
2026-08-26 02:51:02
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lizzy mcalpine's #1 fan :
oh i dont like this
2026-08-05 17:55:13
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Casper 🌸 (mj’s version) :
I had to go to an orchestra concert the day after my soul dog passed away. I remember waking up that morning empty, I woke up like I always did but my bed wasn’t heavy anymore.
2026-08-17 03:19:21
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arccra :
I mourn her like she’s dead.
2026-08-06 20:13:17
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Lo🩷 :
Sometimes I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that my mom died and there wasn’t some world ending event right after. The sun keeps coming up, the rain keeps falling, I keep experiencing new things without her. How can anything exist without her?
2026-08-11 06:59:10
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𖤐 Zex 𖤐 :
I miss my mom
2026-08-27 05:58:48
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kyle b. :
what makes me sad is the fact that, while in some sense it’s true, it ignores the fact that while you are gone and life will continue, the people in your life will still hold the memory of you in their heart forever. i think the concept of death would be easier for me if i knew that the people i care about today wouldn’t be filled with immense grief and suffering because of it. no matter how small your impact is, death is a level of permanent that you never understand until it’s gone and the worst part of understanding that permanency
2026-08-10 05:23:44
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chesnee <3 :
i remember reading this at 13 and it shifted something in me. like how precious life is.
2026-08-08 18:52:05
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Jenna is a star :
When my grandma who i lived with passed on a Wednesday, I took two days and went back to work that Monday. I got some mornings and hellos. I looked around and was crushed that while my world stopped, everyone’s kept spinning
2026-08-11 23:19:42
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S0Flo_Benji :
Philosopher at 8 discovers death
2026-08-08 15:32:25
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Seeing this right after my cousin died in a tragic accident
2026-08-12 06:58:02
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🦋Chris R🦋 :
It was this reading that, really helped me through my dark times, but I used it as kind of a way of changing my perspective
2026-08-09 00:17:35
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Dani ❤️🩹🇰🇭🇱🇦 :
It’s crazy how time … doesn’t stop. It may seem like life is stand still, but it’s happening around you. The days go on, the thoughts of then run on … and soon it just is another day u go to work, come home, eat dinner and go to bed. While they will never be able to live another mundane boring day … like you just did.
2026-08-06 05:19:46
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stella :
when i was 12 my grandpa passed. He truly was the only parental figure i had. My school knew how much i was struggling and forced me to go to therapy. Some days i feel like the worst person ever because i also have bipolar 1. Then i look around and realize no one’s going through everything alone, and by themselves. I miss you bobby, so so much every day.
2026-08-05 23:42:47
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pinkgoblin :
my dad died 9/25/25 from a sudden heart attack. his place is set, but it's empty.
2026-08-07 03:56:37
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Victor 🇵🇷🏳️⚧️🍉🥥🌴💋💜🌹 :
I miss my fucking grandparents, man…
2026-08-09 03:47:03
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SeanB :
After my nana passed we woke up sat at her table made coffee and just sat there the silence was deafening, no tears no emotion just sitting there while the sun came over the horizon and that hit so much harder than her actual funeral.
2026-08-11 19:33:12
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