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𝓪𝓵𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓪 ౨ৎ :
imagine coming home from work, seeing your father being carried to a car before being brought to the hospital, arrived at the hospi seing him still responsive and looking normal, after just a few hours, you go back to the hospital seing him suffering from a stroke, not moving, just hands closed. After 3 days of hope, hope that he can STILL recover. That 3 days was the quickest days. One morning, you wake up, invited by fam to go to the church, while the priest is talking, you receive a message “i-revrevive da ni tito -“ (the doctors are reviving uncle — already), then you realize it’s the end alr, no more sufferings for my father. Bursting out of the church crying while people are looking at you-curious what is happening. Imagine receiving a message inside a church, that your father is already dead? T’was the most wounding message you’d ever receive. But I’m truly thankful for everything he did for us. It was great spending my 19 o
2026-08-06 05:19:38
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J :
My father died nung july 19 lang. He was the best Dad for me. because he doesn't express the love through voice but through action. like he will do what ever it takes even his last money, he's a Man of one word. ako yung bunso lima kami pero nauna yung pinaka bunso namen ngsyun ako na. mga kuya ko professional na, 1st son is a member of AFP, 2nd son is graduate at BSHM with magna but now at call center, 3rd is seaman kakatraining nya lang, and ako thr bunso of the 4 remaining. kaka graduate lang. Pina graduate lang ako ng tatay ko before sya nag suffer of his serioues illness. (Lung cancer stage 4). Idk how to accept that my father died at such a young. He worked his butt off to sacrifice us para maabot namin yung gusto namin. ngsyun naka tapos ako ng koleheyo nang iwan agad c papa ko, marami paakong plano sa buhay na kasama c mama at papa, pero dko na alam ano next step ko ang hirap tanggapin, guro sya for 29 years. retired at 60 pero d pa nya nalasahan yung kasiyahan ng pag retire nya. I'm happy kasi dko talaga sya nakita nag sisimba tuwing sunday, pero nung malapit na sya kinuha may pare nag punta s akansya s ahospital at nag confess sya. at nung sunod na araw nag pray sya samen mag kakapatid apat kasi completo kami. inisa isa kami nag pray sya and he always say's to my brother na paano naako. kukuha nadaw ako ng mga insurance card like pagibig sss snbi clearance apra maka pag hanap ng trabaho. matagal ko ng inisip na kung mawawala man lang c papa. is tatanggapin ko. pero hanggang ngayun dko pa alam paano tanggapin at paano ipag patuloy. ang plano ko, lagi kami nag aaway kasi mahilig ako mag tanggal ng parts sa 1st motor nya, ngayun wala naakong kaaway, wala naakong pag hihingian ng allowance. dko din alam ano sasabihin ko binantayan namin sya sa hospital nung last day nya. natulog pa kami 4 am pero ng iwan sya ng 5 am☹️, he suffered because he was a smoker since he was 16 yrs old. and he died at july 19 sa davao at nag travel pa kami pauwi south cotabato inilibing nung august 1. at birthday jya nung august 2, masakit tanggapin at ang hirap mag patuloy ng may nawala sa pamilya mo. ADVICE TO THE PERSON WHO IS READING THIS, Love you're parents unconditionally
2026-08-06 03:36:20
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G :
dad suffered months from cancer got into coma for weeks then one day doctor told us he had hours left i was 13 we were saying our goodbyes my mom and i then she went to the cr for a few mins i was left there holding my dads hand my thumb firmly pressing against his pulse feeling every last beat while it lasts i literally saw the color of his body changed, just me and my dad in that icu, while i slowly feel his pulse weaken then the sound of flatline from the machine, miss you daddy every single day of my life
2026-08-06 05:54:55
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oh.leaveyah :
My father died the day my preboard exam, just 2hours before my exam last October. I was the one trying to revive him for 1 and a half hours because im the one knowledgeable —i was a student nurse(the preboard exam will determine if i am qualified to graduate), but still, he didn't make it. I was grieving, losing all the motivation— and losing myself. My mother pleased me to still take that exam, so i did. I was crying the whole time while taking it, answering the sheets while I laid my head at the table while tears pouring into my eyes that even my prof got mad because i was like that (i didn't tell anyone at school nor my profs i lost my dad). I just took my 2days preboard exam with a grieving heart. I told myself if i didn't make it, it's fine— and for some reason, i made it. Just 4months after my father passed, i successfully passed the Feb2026 board exam. Today onwards, i am officially a PhRN— and still grieving for my father's death.
2026-08-05 18:12:09
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J-28 :
someone told me if you suddenly remember your dad or someone that passed away it means he misses you on the other side
2026-08-06 02:40:50
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andeng :
my dad died on Jan 1 2025 3:45 am exactly 1 hour before I say ok nako pa kung Hindi Mona kaya ok lang ako saw a tear fell down on his cheeks I casually wipe it and says happy new year papa ko. My dad is a dialysis pt, fell into coma for 4 months because of heart attack, after he got an heart attack we was talking casually not until he call me help we were looking each other eye to eye knowing shit will happen again gulat lang ako Hindi na sya gumising Hindi nadin umuwi
2026-08-06 01:07:41
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Raven 🦇 :
He saw my first breath and I saw his last 😮💨
2026-08-05 18:31:34
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อัคเคลา :
he died in my arms. I was the last person he wanted to see before everything happened‚ before the day he di3d. we weren’t okay that time‚ we had a small misunderstanding. perhaps‚ I was so sensitive... he yelled at me and I took it so personally. that night he needed me‚ I ignored him. I acted that I haven’t heard any word from him. he was so upset about it‚ he confiscated my phone and I was upset because of it. I confronted him telling that I was mad that night‚ because he yelled at me. it made him furious‚ considering that I only cared about my phone‚ and not to him. ( I’m really distant sakanila‚ and he has thing like mine na bigla na lang ‘di makahinga. ) I crashed out‚ bawled my eyes out for hours. then my lola approached me‚ she said “ hindi ka na makakahanap pa ng ibang magulang pag nawala na sila sa ’yo ” I didn’t realize what my lola meant that day because my heart is full of rage‚ and decided to ignore everything she said. my mum told me to help my dad to change his clothes ( he can’t walk bcs he’s disabled‚ his hands is paralyzed so he needs support) and here I am approaching him even if we’re not okay. I was shocked because he didn’t got mad like he used to. his voice is so soft and calm‚ he’s working that day — “ pandagdag gastos kasi lalabas tayo sa new year‚ hiling sakin ng kapatid mo ‘yon eh. ” he said. [ he is electronic technician, inaayos nya nun is refrigerator. mind you, di pa sya makalakad non, at night before that day, inatake sya. ] I forced him to change his clothes with my help‚ since we’ve decided to bring him to the hospital. he agreed, actually. after he agreed‚ he collapsed in my arms. I panicked‚ he weighed over 68kgs or something... I’m not sure‚ but perhaps it was adrenaline rush because I carried him all alone papasok sa bahay. he was laying my arms‚ his heart is not beating anymore. he’s also not responding whenever I call him. everyone cried‚ except me. It’s been 3 years‚ but hindi pa rin nag s-sink in sa ’kin lahat. It still haunts me‚ and hurts me. I should’ve done better.
2026-08-05 15:39:43
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breee :> :
papa died last 2023 due to accident nabangga siya ng kamote rider habang nag babike pauwi kasi bumili ng ulam namin for breakfast ayun di ko na naluto yung ulam sana namin kasi maghapon magdamag kami sa ospital walng kain walang tulog maiiyak ka nalang minsan pag naiisip mo yung naka bangga ayun malayang nag rarides samantalang kami habang buhay na walang tatay 😭nakakagalit sabi nila mag patawad pero paano?? 😭
2026-08-05 14:44:25
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arabela ✨️ :
I still remember that day when he passed, umuwi ako sa probinsya para sabihing ng enroll ako sa college (ako yung pamangkin na tinulungan ng tita para makaaral) my family couldn't send me to college kaya I had to baby sit my cousins kapalit ng pag aaral. So I went home after not being home for months kase nga I baby sit. in the morning of the event, he had to go sa bukid (he's a farmer) before leaving he told me he'll be back soon after tanghalian. it was May 31,2007 may bagyo sa Nueva Ecija on that day. hindi sya nakauwi ng lunch kase ang lakas ng ulan, so around 4 pm diretso padin ung pag ulan na may kasama kidlat at kulog. I was in front of my Lola's TV watching animation nang biglang may napakalas na kidlat na tumama kung saan. (because we heard a loud bang or spark can't really describe the sound) tapos I just heard my aunts and uncles sa labas sumisigaw, we went out and I saw my dad and 1 more being carried my by uncle, lifeless . NATAMAAN SILA NG KIDLAT habang ng lalakad sa pilapil pauwi. they were laid on the ground and my titos tried to revive them doing cpr and such. I remember my mom crying biting my dads hand and feet. i remember my younger brother crying on the floor, punching the door, he was 13. I saw my youngest sister not even understanding what's happening. And me, i didn't even cry, i don't even know if that scene was real. My dad, lying on the floor, wet from the rain, eyes half opened, smell I can't describe oozing from his body, chest not moving, life gone. My dad was a few meters away from my house when it happened, he was going home. he was going to still listen to how I got into college. 2 of them died that day. he was 42 the other guy was 25. I still remember his face on that day. I miss my dad so much.
2026-08-05 22:45:53
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yourmareng :
hugs po sa lahat 🥺🥺. my parents are still alive but my heart grieves with you all ❤️🩹
2026-08-06 00:54:40
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🦋Hashiro🦋 :
my father died almost 16yrs ago,but the pain is still here,it feels like yesterday🥺🥺he died in my arms😭😭😭i don't know how to move on😭😭i miss my dad so much😭
2026-08-05 14:34:25
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Celestial :
parang bato sa dibdib na dala dala ko sa loob ng walong taon at magpakailanman
2026-08-05 14:29:14
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HAZEL✨🌹 :
ang sakit talaga sa dibdib lalo't nasaksihan mo lahat. kahit ilang taon na lumipas pero parang fresh pa din sa utak ung mga pangyayari💔
2026-08-05 12:37:15
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in.clan_xoxo :
ganito din ako minsan, minsan nasa work pa ako bigla ko nalang maaalala lalo na nakita ko paano siya nag suffer sa sakit niya.
2026-08-05 13:35:54
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YUKI⸆⸉🇵🇸 :
I still remember nung namatay papa ko nung 2012 dahil sa sakit sa kidney idk kung ano i forgot na po (Dahil may lahi sila na sakit sa kidney) and then as in kaya naman gamutin ’yon eh pero hindi siya nagsasabi sa family niya or kay mama dahil ayaw niya na nahihirapan or nakikitang malungkot si mama hangga’t sa lumala na lang yung sakit niya and then namatay siya dahil hindi na naagapan HUHUHUHUHU sobrang bait pa naman ni papa bata pa lang ako alam niya na i'm gay sabi niya sa mama ko na (Tanggapin natin itong anak natin kahit ano siya kung saan siya masaya) i miss you pa🥺❤️
2026-08-06 00:00:15
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Ang-Ge :
i feel you. My father died last May dahil sa cancer. Almost one and a half year din si papa lumaban. Saksi ako sa lahat lahat kung gaano niya kagustong mabuhay at gumaling. Kaya napakasakit dahil alam ko na hindi siya ready talaga na mawala na. Hindi ko pa talaga tanggap na wala na siya. Parang binabangungot lang ako at umaasang gigising and pagkagising ko andito pa si papa, kasama namin.
2026-08-05 14:11:17
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soon_o2 :
miss ko papa ko btw he have dementia . yung papasok sa work mag iwan lng nang pagkain na kakain siya pag uwi ko. suddenly isang araw di nakabalik siya pauwi na accident pala. na iimagine ko sobrang gutom sigoro ni papa at pagud nung wala ako sa time na yun napakasakit. ( i am expressing my thoughts here to release my pain ) miss u everyday pa 💔
2026-08-06 04:23:04
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Discordia 🕸 :
Hugs manang 🫂 Upod na sila sbng ni Papa God 🤍 Pakabuot klng d ya anay kuno ha? Hahahaha
2026-08-06 01:54:23
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love, y. :
My dad died last June 2025. Namatay siya na hindi maintindihan emotion niya kaya inatake siya sa puso at nabagok ulo niya. Hindi niya maintindihan emotion niya kasi halong kaba at saya nung nanalo siya sa sabong. Siguro 50% ang kaba dahil kapag natalo siya e wala siya mapapadala sa mga kapatid kong nasa bicol at 50% na man na saya nung nanalo siya dahil makakauwi na siya ng bicol, makakasama na niya mga kapatid kong maliliit. Nanalo yung manok and if not mistaken nasa 20🔑+ napanaluhan niya pero imbes na makauwi siya e hindi na dahil igagastos na lang sa burol niya. 😭 Hanggang ngayon never ko na inulit panoorin yung cctv video niya kung paano siya pumunta sa cashier para mag claim na panalo niya, kung paano niya ito bilangin isa isa at kung paano siya nanghihina, natumba, nabagok ulo niya at kung paano siya humandusay sa sahig na wala man lang nakapansin sakaniya agad. 😭 How I wish nandun ako!💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
2026-08-06 02:01:04
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𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡ :
Hugs 🫂 mahal ka naminnnn. Wag ka sana magsawang i-express sarili mo here sa Tiktok 🫶🏻🫶🏻
2026-08-05 15:45:13
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mai :
My father died last year April, and sakit pa rin po talaga:< kami pa nung kuya ko yung bantay niya sa hospital nung time na sumakabilang buhay siya and habang trinatry siyang i-cpr, sorry lang ako ng sorry habang umiiyak. Growing up po kasi, I was a daddys girl, pero habang tumatanda, pawala ng pawala closeness namin ni papa. :<< Sending hugs po to those who's struggling din! 🙁💗
2026-08-06 02:58:35
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amishyumosh00 :
I miss you dad🥺
2026-08-05 22:52:21
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Jvah :
me habang nag huhugas ng plato. Ang hirap ang sakit sa leeg mag pigil 😭.
2026-08-05 23:11:25
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