butterkimp :
mga ganitong vibes, naaalala ko yung past ko from Manila na iniwan ako exactly on December 25, year 2024, dahil he wants to focus on himself daw and sobrang dami n'ya ring pinagdaraanan noon, sobrang nahirapan akong umusad sa amin noon kasi i was so attached and genuine, there are times na ayun lang yung prayer ko, na bumalik siya, to check me out man lang, and until then, even if hindi na kami friends sa socmeds, lagi ko naman siyang nakikita na naka-view sa stories ko and posts, he was a non-social person, a quiet guy lang, and he doesn't care about any other people's business, kaya i really don't know any other reasons for him to check what I'm up to, literally everyday, even though i was moving on na that time, then exact birthday ko, he messaged me saying na he still loved me and he never forgot about me and he apologizes for everything he have done, even though 2 years ago na 'yon. Well, I rejected him, it's just I am really scared that the time i spent on moving on will all be wasted, I'm scared that he might leave me again, I kinda missed what we've had — but ig there are really things worth letting go, even though how much I waited for it.
2026-08-06 02:57:46