HEY! I have watched your videos from the start of you accident (or when you started sharing) and I know I’m quite a bit older (34) but I was 15 when my mom took her life, 21 when my brother was killed and 29 when my dad shot himself on the phone with me. I have a podcast but I haven’t updated in a couple years. Either way I feel like it might help you? I know I seem old but in my head I’m still you
2026-08-06 06:56:32
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harper :
its most likely your brain blocking out trauma to protect you:(
2026-08-29 02:53:57
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Sky 🩶 :
this is a very normal response to severe trauma! there’s nothing wrong with you!!
2026-09-01 19:44:23
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Who knows :
Please don’t feel guilty for this. Trauma doesn’t follow the rules people expect it to. When something as devastating as losing your family happens, your brain can go into shock or protect itself by numbing your emotions. Crying over a text doesn’t mean that text mattered more than your family—it just means your emotions found a different way to come out. Grief isn’t measured by tears, and there’s no ‘right’ way to react to something so unimaginable. Be kind to yourself.
2026-08-06 10:06:42
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user18282uu :
I was the same, it’s almost like you can’t believe it’s real
2026-09-03 22:09:59
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somber_bat :
I don’t get this post. What are you trying to say with the second pic?
2026-08-06 04:50:06
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slumber :
It's trauma and your brain trying to protect you
2026-09-03 20:49:08
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gianna! :
your so strong beautiful girl!!
2026-08-06 06:07:10
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utente_magnifico0 :
you're so strong❤️im Sorry
2026-09-03 22:17:36
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ilgsm :
It’s okay, sweetie. It isn’t always easy to express how you feel about stuff with your emotions, and you can’t help but feel guilty from it. I don’t know for sure if this is the problem, but sometimes stuff hurts so much that you just don’t cry and instead you feel an overwhelming pain in your body and just sit there and wonder “Why aren’t I crying? I lost the people who cared about me most.” And it makes you feel guilty. I don’t know if I make a lot of sense, but in short terms; you are grieving a lot, and this is a stage of where you can’t just cry to get it out, because the pain will
2026-08-30 16:32:46
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DrPHillarie143 :
Grief and trauma has its own ways of healing. At times you may feel strong and and times where you may feel suffacated by sadness or grief. Finding a therapist you trust is a great direction. My service dog was also a great partner in those quiet moments when your mind struggles to be calm! Huge love baby! I was living in Turlock when the terrible day happened. In my 26 years of working in EMS I witnessed so much but this was something so much more. Keep surrounding yourself with those that help you heal. You are touching so many lives by just speaking your truth! You have so many people praying for you and sending you love! Keep fighting young lady!🩷🩷🩷🩷
2026-08-06 17:15:12
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It’s hard for me to cry over the severe trauma I’ve gone through too. It’s your brains coping mechanism. Dont think there is something wrong with you over it. Your brain just wants to keep you safe. ❤️🩹
2026-08-30 10:32:54
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ava!! :
oh i’m so sorry girl it’ll never be your fault and you will see them again one day ❤️
2026-08-06 18:39:41
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bella :
Survivors guilt is real and it’s hard. Don’t blame yourself, your brain is just doing what it’s supposed to do🫶🏻
2026-08-07 20:10:00
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toolluvr_2 :
im so sorry❤️
2026-09-04 13:02:45
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m :
i’m so sorry. you’re so strong. keep pushing.
2026-09-13 21:34:35
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Christina :
I’m so sorry love
2026-08-31 22:25:11
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Kelsey :
Awh I’m so sorry girl
2026-08-09 01:47:30
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⋆☽~nova~☾⋆ :
I’m so sorry..
2026-08-30 00:41:03
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#_< :
I hope your okay my sweet heart
2026-09-03 22:58:19
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Claretnnswarllamult :
Your so strong
2026-09-04 23:13:13
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†Fawn⸆⸉⧗🍒🪩🏠 :
Oh baby I am so sorry this happened to you:(
2026-09-04 10:47:51
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ZaMat🌸 :
Se murió mi papá conmigo y no llore , 20 minutos después lloré como loca por que no encontraba mi celular……
2026-09-12 06:40:15
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Football1981 :
Just sending love your way 🥰
2026-08-13 23:36:34
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