Zybai :
i wish I could send this to him, but I can't. I know he doesnt feel the same, and so Im trying to be content with just his company, with just being his friend but it hurts. I love having his attention, I love listening to him talk, I love being affectionate to him, I get jealous when he talks to someone else and barely talks to me, I feel bad for it, but I've managed to not let it get in the way. you know what's funny? we have a very flirty relationship.. even to the point we call basically every day, play games, hang out, talk, sleep call, saying good night almost every night, sending kisses/cuddles/hugs, sending videos about how much we care about each other. I want him to love me, but we haven't known each other that long, so I hope, one day, he'll maybe love me back? if not that's fine, I just want him happy and feeling loved, if I can do that as just a friend than that's fine with me
(all long distance btw) .
I hope he never finds this comment. I dot know if he'll know who I'm talking about, but, I still hope he never sees it, maybe see it in the way future, but for now, Ill just contently remain in the friend zone, even if it hurts. Ive never felt this way, never loved someone this much before and I guess I just dont want to ruin anything so ill just remain his friend. (we are matching pfp btw...)
2026-08-08 06:54:09