Lilstha :
I honestly didn’t even know where I would start. Because how could I explain someone who had become such a huge part of my life in just a few words? How could I describe a person who wasn’t just my girlfriend, but someone who had slowly become my comfort, my favourite person, my home, and someone I genuinely saw in my future? I could tell you her name was Anjasha, but that wouldn’t tell you anything. I could tell you that I called her Kutti, Mammu, my baby, Kanxu, and several other names that probably sounded ridiculous to everyone else, but somehow made perfect sense to me.I could tell you about the things she liked, the things she hated, the little habits she had, the way she talked, the way she looked at me, or the way she got excited over the smallest things. But even after telling you all of that, I still wouldn’t have properly explained who she was to me.She was one of those people who became important to me without me even realizing just how important she was becoming. Eventually, she stopped being someone I simply loved spending time with and became someone I couldn’t imagine my life without.That was the thing about my baby. She didn’t just have a place in my life; she became part of the way I saw my life.And her eyes..I swear, I could probably have written an entire essay just about her eyes. There was something about looking into her eyes that made everything else disappear for a moment. I don’t know if she ever realized how much I noticed them.Sometimes, I caught myself just looking at her, and I didn’t even know what I was thinking. I was just looking.I loved the way her eyes changed when she was excited, when she was laughing, when she was trying not to laugh, when she was annoyed at me, and especially when she looked at me in that way that made me forget whatever I was saying.There were so many little things about her that I don’t think she realized I remembered. The expressions she made. The way her face changed when she was embarrassed. The way she reacted when she was happy. The way she got when she was annoyed.She was someone I genuinely admired. She was ambitious, she was capable, and there was so much potential in her..@anjasha rijal ❤️
2026-08-12 18:35:02