ky.🤍 :
i know i was only 3 when you passed but those were the best 3 years of my life, getting to have you as a pappy was the best experience i ever lived, you taught me that it’s okay to be a little weird, i remember everything from those years of my life, i remember when you would do my hair because i wouldn’t let anyone else, i remember watching football with you in the kitchen table chair in the middle of the living room at Gigi’s, i remember the picture i took with you where we were matching and i had my hair done by you, i remember you buying me Mcdonald’s chicken nuggets because i refused to eat anything else… and i know i was only 3 and didn’t live much life before i lost you but meeting you, being with you is all a person could’ve ever asked for, you weren’t just my pappy you were my best friend, my safe place, my home, i love you with my whole heart and i don’t think ill ever stop, i still think all time what it would’ve been like if you didn’t get sick, if you’d still be here and the answer is probably, yes. you were the strongest, bravest person i had, i learned so much from you, i learned it’s okay to give up but you have to get up 100x stronger… when you were in that hospital bed i remember the fear you had in your eyes, i remember the last “i love you” i remember everything about you, every single detail. I wish you didn’t get taken so soon, i still sleep with Blankey, the one you gave me shortly before you died… one last thing pappy, i love you more than words can ever explain, and i hope your doing better and your much happier. Goodbye pappy.
2026-08-07 07:13:36