jollibee tuna pie :
Hi Sean Xander. You probably won't see this kasi naka block ako sayo, but i hope one day, you’ll eventually unblock me and see this message. Even though i keep telling myself to "move on" hindi ko talaga kaya. Kasi sa lahat-lahat ng naging ka ts ko, ikaw lang yung unang nangligaw sakin. And that was when i realized, you were different from them. You were the first guy to ever make me feel like i really mattered, and that's why i can't move on. I know i haven't been a good lover for you kasi minsan ako nalang palagi nag tatampo sayo tapos pag ikaw naman yung nagtatampo, binabalewala lang kita. I'm very sorry, sean. Alam ko kasing hindi tayo magtatagal, and kahit na nangako ka sakin na papakasalan mo ako to prove me wrong, tignan mo nanyare? haha. I look so dumb and stupid right now ’cuz i promised myself that last week was the last time i would ever be doing ts. I know neither of us would have the courage to reach out, because of how stubborn we both are lmao 😹 But i really hope you would be the one to reach out to me, i have so many unanswered questions. And maybe that's the reason i want us to have a final talk? Or maybe i just want the old us back. I have many letters sa’yo dun sa website na SendTheSong, and i hope you have read some of those and think it was me who wrote it. I came across a video para sa seed ng minecraft, and guess what? it was the seed we both played in haha. The memories of us all came flooding back, and i hated how much i missed all of it. I would take the courage to look at the door i specifically closed, but not to open it again. I love you for the last time, my 11:11
2026-08-15 12:03:45