@ami737268: I love flowers but honestly if flowers weren't as fresh as its used to be, I can buy a new one. But if my family wasn't there anymore, I feel like my whole life was just black and white bc most of the support and success came from them not from flowers, flowers just happiness but not my colour. My Family brings happiness and colours in my life. Losing my life wasn't painful but losing my family is my painful and fear. I don't care what people say about myself being clingy to my family, at least I show my love to them instead of show my love to someone who wasn't my family #family #fear #anthophile💐