Not being able to see his mama because he fell inlove with a boy
2026-08-07 22:06:30
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cael :
idk. ive seen russian fans talk about this and they say homosexuality in religion is viewed differently in russia, religious guilt's not really a thing. it's more of a "what will people think/say about me if they find out im gay" rather than a "im committing a sin for being gay"
2026-08-08 19:22:31
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l.spamss_ :
This part was in the book and I wish they put it in the show!
2026-08-09 19:33:29
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heidi :
i’m a big ilya religious guilt/trauma truther but i’m also a “he pushes shane away and feels guilty for being with him because he sees their relationship as him corrupting someone else and ruining shane’s life” truther
2026-08-08 13:20:32
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rwrw :
i always wonder: does he believe he prevented himself from seeing his mom in the afterlife bc of loving a man? or does he not believe in it at all, esp considering what the religion says about gay people. i wish we got more insight into his thoughts on that
2026-08-08 04:58:13
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Corbyn (he/him)₂₇ ₈₁ :
Sofia, I had a really long fcking day
2026-08-08 12:16:25
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mlssa :
In Russia, many people wear a cross simply because they were baptized as children, simply because it is “the right thing to do.”. Despite all this, not all Russians are religious, but they wear a cross around their neck. This does not mean that Ilya is religious.
2026-08-09 12:39:40
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hollanov :
I am mad. I am enraged. I am upset. I am angry.
2026-08-07 20:51:09
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Teddy 💖 :
Since when ilya is religious? Like doesn’t he wear the cross just bc of his mom / it was her necklace or sth ?
2026-08-08 12:26:40
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jesley :
omg just yesterday i finally found a fic where they mention ilya's fear or irina realistically not being accepting of him and shane due to being orthodox catholic https://archiveofourown.org/works/88516266
2026-08-08 16:38:17
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liv :
I’m gonna haunt u down
2026-08-07 21:10:04
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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ :
гомофобия с религиозной стороны России и в принципе в православной церкви всегда считалась грехом по мнению самих людей исповедующих эту веру, но по факту это просто любовь, а любовь, во всех её проявлениях, не должна считаться грехом
2026-08-26 18:47:03
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Bri :
do you ever think he felt like he betrayed his mother’s religion for being in love with a boy
2026-08-09 14:28:10
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rose.landrys.fries :
oh good lord
2026-08-08 14:02:27
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🧁 :
ugh orthodox guilt is another level and i’ve never see anyone talk about it
2026-08-08 14:27:17
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liv :
okay so this is not okay
2026-08-07 21:09:54
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