Grace!eee💗🌍 :
I’ve thought about everything that happened between us, and I feel like I need to be completely honest with you about where I stand now.
I’m not going to pretend that what happened between us didn’t affect me deeply, because it did. I loved you genuinely, and I gave you so much of myself. I trusted you, cried with you, listened to you, supported you, and did things for you because I genuinely cared about you. I even made sacrifices and set boundaries with people, including my best friend Gregory, because I wanted to respect our relationship and make you feel secure. I never did those things because I was forced to. I did them because I believed in us.
That’s why the way everything ended hurt me so badly.
There were so many moments when I felt like I was being made to look stupid. I told my friends that I had found a good boyfriend. I spoke about you with love and defended our relationship, only for everything to end in a way that made me feel like none of what I had been telling them mattered. I felt embarrassed, disappointed, and honestly ashamed that I had put so much faith into something that ended up hurting me so much.
You also made me feel like I was the one forcing myself on you. That hurt because I never wanted to feel like I was begging someone to love me or to stay with me. I wanted to feel wanted by the person I loved. Instead, there were times when I felt like I was chasing something that you had already emotionally left.
There were also so many things you kept from me. You didn't want to explain certain things to me, and I remember how different you became whenever I tried to understand what was going on. Even when it came to things like having a best friend, I felt like I was finding out things instead of being told honestly. And when I tried to go through your phone, the way you would flinch or react made me feel like there was something I wasn't being told. Whether there was something or not, those reactions damaged my trust.
And when I finally told you that I wanted to break up, that was when I felt like I finally got the truth from you.
2026-09-15 22:33:47