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Heretic :
This guy always misses 😂
2026-08-08 20:49:16
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Embotedo :
It's because some people romanticize their misery and see themselves as a character in a grand tragedy where their suffering has a beautiful catharsis in the end. But real life, however, isn't like that. These people are just too far gone. Seeing themselves as a novel character they're reading and analyzing, because it makes their sadness more bearable. Observing sadness and easier than feeling them. But, they don't know they're like that; they are trapped in a self-deception. I, however, am pretty much aware of everything. I know everything that is wrong with me; every aspect, from my traumas, origin, and circumstances. Although, to be frank, none of them matters. I am all the things that are wrong with me—it's nothing external. It's because I'm so performative, that I can't even distinguish whether I'm performing or being authentic. Everything feels fake and performed. Even my own self-awareness is a performance. What is more fascinating, I think, is the fact that I'm aware of my own flaws and still not be able to change. I have insights of everything, yet I'm still trapped in this neverending performance for an audience of one. Yet, I know it isn't something to be proud about (although this insight is performative). Everything is just performative. I can't even devote myself to believing in an idea, or devote myself to a purpose or goal—it all feels staged. Like a forced character arc. I can't even pursue my life anymore, although I'm still afraid of erasing myself; though I know that I should do it, but I'm just afraid of doing it, because I know that I would just be a deception. Everything is a deception. Continuing will produce more deceptions, while ending would be the final deception in an endless series of deceptions. There's no use in choosing anything; everything is fake anyway. And I also know I'm living in bad faith, and this is another performance too.
2026-08-09 03:20:45
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BoykisseRadium :
When I was 15 or 16 I had existential crisis and I was depressed for a few months. During this time sadness was only thing that felt real. When I felt that this feeling is fading away I was scared, because I knew that when it's gone it will leave nothing behind and I'll feel empty. I was right.
2026-08-09 20:26:14
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🇸🇪🇸🇪 the big silly🐍☮️ :
people are addicted to most if not all mental shortcomings
2026-08-09 16:13:06
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Ye&MBDTF&CruelSummerLover🔛🔝 :
its beautful and dark in twisted way
2026-08-08 19:06:56
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. :
saw ur post on insta as well the ppl over there are surprisingly more mature than here
2026-08-09 23:07:48
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k :
It’s comforting
2026-08-09 02:03:53
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It gets old, it really does
2026-08-09 23:45:32
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Ludi :
no
2026-08-09 13:43:06
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hermester :
i feel good being sad
2026-08-09 00:45:05
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Dogaso :
"You could say they enjoy their kind of misery, the kind that are nice to them but only in the evening so they ask if they're just dreaming..." 😔😔😔💔💔💔 so sad
2026-08-09 16:05:13
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Marco.pinotti :
That’s me goddamnit
2026-08-09 17:44:40
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‼️‼️ :
When I feel good I miss sadness
2026-08-09 11:09:55
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sl.ymn3 :
then comes anhedonia
2026-08-09 17:50:12
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Idiot4r ✞ :
I found comfort in my depression and now I can’t leave.
2026-08-09 16:35:12
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H0LLOW :
Thats so true, it feels good but bad at the same time
2026-08-08 19:08:08
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cheesepitsa :
My beautiful dark twisted fantasy
2026-08-09 02:27:02
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Veritable :
this whole world is a tragedy
2026-08-09 17:52:36
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And how to stop this
2026-08-09 06:08:21
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