eNVy🪶 :
I never thought I’d see the day, the day where I would say “no more” & never reply again. It’s such a strange feeling going from being with each other everyday, living together, sleeping next to each other, sharing a life together, having animals & children together, holidays & family events…..to arguing, fighting, disliking each other & then trying again & again just for it to get worse. You try to be civil, be friends but it doesn’t work.. Then finally the day comes where you no longer respond to that anymore.. days go on, weeks past, months fade & you catch yourself thinking of them only to realise it’s been a while since you’ve done that. You thought it would hurt seeing them with someone else but because of the pain that you endured, it changed the way you seen them. They’re no longer the person you once loved. Finally when that 1 year comes around & you haven’t thought of them at all, you realised you stopped wishing, hoping for them to return & you never thought you’d see the day that you’d become strangers again, when once upon a time you cried so much because the pain of living without them was so unbearable but here you’re, right here, shining bright & no longer upset about the person that showed you love but also broke your heart into a million pieces. I never would have thought I’d stop crying for him, stop wanting him but I’ve surprised myself. It’s only videos like this that remind me but I’m unbothered & youre right, I wish I did it sooner but you know what? I learnt a big lesson that I desperately needed to learn & i am grateful for that.
2026-08-11 14:09:32