Riley🇬🇧🏵️ :
I miss her more than anything in the world. It’s been 1 year and 2 months since she left me, and ever since that day, I’ve felt nothing but pain and regret. She was my first, and always will be my last, because I don’t believe her leaving is the end for our relationship. Every night I see her face in my dreams, and it’s as beautiful as always, but it haunts me because I know that she may never come back and all I’ll be left with, will be memories of a time I was myself and a time I felt truly happy. We were long distance, countries apart, and it hurt knowing I couldn’t simply walk down the street to see her and apologise in person, rather I had to message her without any real emotion coming through the screen, so the seriousness of my messages never really came across. I think she knows that I’m still waiting for her, and if she doesn’t, I hope she’ll maybe read one of the countless comments I’ve left on videos like this. What we had will never ever be emptied from my mind, and I’ll never ever forget you as a person. I wish for your return every time I pray, and I hope my prayers can be answered, because I don’t believe us meeting all them years ago was purely coincidence, all the alignments that lead to us meeting were too perfect.
2026-08-10 21:40:14