Ethan :
Buddy, I’m sorry. 😭 I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to say no to certain people when I should have, and I’m sorry for the mistakes I made and the times I let people influence me when I should have trusted myself. But you have an opportunity now, buddy. You have the chance to do things differently, so please do your best and don’t give up on yourself. Life is going to hit you with some incredibly difficult chapters. There will be moments when you feel completely broken, and you’re going to struggle with your mental health. There will be times when the pain becomes so overwhelming that you’ll feel like you don’t want to be here anymore, but please, please don’t give in to that feeling. 😭 Keep fighting, keep believing, and even when you can’t see a way forward, keep going. Focus on school, buddy. You have the potential to achieve amazing results, and you do, because you’re capable of so much more than you realize. But then May 13th, 2025 happens. That is the day we lose someone we deeply love, someone who goes into the hospital and never comes home. 😭 That loss is going to change you. It’s going to break parts of you that you didn’t even know could break. You’re going to lose motivation, lose focus, and your school results are going to suffer because of everything happening inside your head, but please, don’t let that loss take your future away from you. Grieve, cry, be angry, be hurt, but keep going. You can miss someone and still keep living the life they would have wanted for you. And buddy… don’t let her in just yet. Don’t give your entire heart to someone before you’ve learned how to protect it. You’re going to meet someone who takes advantage of how deeply you love, and it’s going to hurt you more than you could ever imagine. You’re going to reach some very dark places because of it, but please remember that someone hurting you does not mean your life is over. Don’t let another person convince you that your worth depends on whether they choose to love you.
2026-08-31 14:39:54