NÁI 🎧 :
What hurts me the most isn’t just the thought of you leaving, it’s the fact that I’m so used to having you in the little details of my everyday life without even realizing it. I’m used to seeing your updates, waiting for your lives, getting excited over anything you post, and feeling like you’re close to me even from miles away. And suddenly, all of that is going to stop… and I’m the one who has to learn how to get used to your absence.
And how am I supposed to deal with losing your lives, your updates, and that little kiss you always leave us with at the end of every live? How am I supposed to get used to something that hurts this much while I’m still trying to accept it? Maybe they’re just little things to other people, but they became such a huge part of my days. I don’t know how I’m supposed to handle missing them, missing you, and pretending that everything feels normal when it doesn’t.
I know you’ll come back, and I know this time is only temporary, but my heart still can’t understand how I’m supposed to wait. Two years feel so unbearably long when the person you’re used to having as part of your days suddenly isn’t there. Maybe people see you as just an idol, but to me, you became a part of my everyday life, my happiness, and so many little things I never realized I would miss this much until now. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
2026-08-10 23:59:15