@jenn_cathers: I found these videos while going through Chris’ phone, and I wasn’t prepared for how much they would make me laugh… and then completely break my heart. ❤️ We were trying to record a simple “happy retirement” message for a friend. That’s it. But somehow, with us, the simplest things always became an entire production. 😂 Take after take. Messing with each other. Screwing it up. Laughing until we couldn’t pull it together. This is how I’ll always remember us. We had 11 years together. We went through some incredibly hard things, built a life together, chased our own dreams and supported each other through all of it. We weren’t perfect. But we never stopped choosing each other. And now I realize how much of a life is hidden in these completely ordinary moments. I don’t just miss the big adventures. I miss this. I miss my best friend. I miss laughing with him. I miss us. I’d give anything for one more failed take. ❤️ #WidowTok #GriefTok #WidowLife #LifeAfterLoss #GriefJourney