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I resonate with you bbg, i had no social life outside school, I wasn’t allowed to go anywhere without my brother or my father, not even to grocery store below my house. I wasn’t allowed to wear anything but burqa when I step out the house. I saw my teenage years fly by whilst rest of my classmates and peers and friends lived them, my only confort was YouTube and wattpad, living lives I could never live vicariously. Then came university, I chose a 5 year dual degree program. The classes were spread out from 8 to 5, and I had fixed transport that would leave me at 8 and drop me home by 7pm, this was my time! I was able to utilize time throughout the day, hangout, dress freely etc (I would abayah and remove it in Uni and put it back on before I step into home). Oh also I was 23 when I watched a movie for the first time in theatres! The joy, I was doing everything I missed out during my teen years. I slowly started loosen rules, I started by getting a big girl job, money truly is key to freedom, once I started earning, my parents couldn’t really control me. They took a step back, and then I married loml and moved out and oh i am alive, to feel air through my hair and to wear cute clothes 🥺
2026-08-11 00:36:44