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![ć¼NamtanFilm AU [Filmās POV] It was getting dark outside. We had finally arrived at the park we had been heading to. Even after all this time, I still hadnāt been able to tell her. No, perhapsā¦ It was precisely because so much time had passed that I couldnāt say it anymore. But then Namtan, sitting on the bench, said something that pierced straight through me. āItās already March. Do you think we can be in the same class next year?ā Namtanās eyes were still filled with hope. āIām actually getting better grades too, you know. Maybe being in the same academic class as you isnāt impossible!ā Her face was far too innocent. I couldnāt hold it in anymore. āNamtan, listen carefully.ā āIā¦ canāt be with you anymore.ā The bright expression on Namtanās face immediately disappeared. The bench no longer mattered. āWhat do you mean?ā āIām going to university.ā āWhat are you talking about? Weāre supposed to have another year togetherā¦ā āIām graduating early. Iām going to a university far away.ā Namtan had always trusted me. Probably more than anyone. And now, she didnāt say, āNo way.ā āThere has to be something we can do, rightā¦? We could at least see each other a little during holidaysā¦ā āItās far from here, and I donāt think weāll be able to see each other anymoreā¦ā āIām sorry, Namtan.ā I desperately held back my tears. I felt like I had to be strong in front of her. Namtan let out a small, tearful voice. āPlease, just say youāre jokingā¦ Youāre joking, rightā¦?ā Namtan grabbed my shoulders and finally hugged me more tightly than she ever had before. The gentleness that usually wrapped around me was nowhere to be found in that hug. āPlease, thatās enough alreadyā¦ Tell me youāre jokingā¦ Pleaseā¦ā I didnāt answer. That silence alone probably made me feel as though I had pushed Namtan into the bottom of the sea. āDonāt leave me, Filmā¦! We finally found each other again! I love you more than anyoneā¦!ā I quietly tried to pull Namtan away from me. Her hug was so strong that I almost ended up pushing her away. āWe were meant to be apart from the beginningā¦ Iām sorryā¦ Namtanā¦ā No matter how cold my words were, she refused to give up and grabbed me again. āI love youā¦ I love you so muchā¦ How am I supposed to live without you, Filmā¦?ā Her cries made my heart hurt even more. It sounded as though Namtan was the only one who loved me, as though I didnāt love her at all. āI love you tooā¦ But itās already been decidedā¦ Iām sorryā¦ā āNoā¦ I really love youā¦!ā Namtan told me she loved me again and again. But she never told me not to go to university. She simply didnāt know what she could do, and desperately searched for some way to make both university and our relationship work. Even though I knew I had to leave, I still couldnāt bring myself to leave Namtan behind. Deep down, I realized that I truly loved Namtan too. I had hurt her this badly. If I had never found my way back to Namtan that day, the day we went to the amusement park, maybe I would have remained nothing more than the girl in her memories, and she would never have had to go through what she did because of me. Ignoring almost all of my own feelings, I forcibly pulled Namtan away from me and headed toward the station. I didnāt look back. I knew what would happen to me if I did. But there was one thing I knew for certain. I couldnāt hear Namtan chasing after me. It seemed like she was desperately trying to hold herself back from following me. Even so, the sound of her tears and her sobbing still escaped into the air. That sound stayed in my ears the entire time. Even as the train came rushing toward me, cutting through the wind, after I passed through the ticket gate. #namtanfilm #au #namtantipnaree #filmrachanun](/video/cover/7675568256710855954.webp)
