@diaryofafreakgirl: day 2 of doing something consistently to prove to myself that I can work towards a goal and accomplish it challenge 𖦹 𖦹 𖦹 tbh....if we're being honest...I was having a bad Monday because I also had a bad Sunday and Saturday and it's all because I created all the things that made me upset in my head for no reason! :) which means....if I have the power to do that then I must have the power to do the opposite :o which makes me feel guilty for not being able to channel that power!! A self made vicious cycle that exists because I let it. And maybe, probably, it goes deeper than that and external factors play a role and sometimes our minds just make things up and all we can do is challenge its validity and welcome good thoughts ?! I think. and I may or may not be the best person to take advice from :P also I went to therapy this morning and my therapist cried because she was proud of me and I told her to stop immediately LOL but secretly....deep down....maybe I'm proud of myself too #yoga #flow #garden #streamofconsciousness #howareyoureally