𝗶’𝗺 𝗱𝗶𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 not love. not commitment. not depth. 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 for so long, safety felt like believing the things i loved would stay the same. the relationship. the home. the people. the plans. but life keeps reminding me… 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘴. children grow. people leave. bodies change. relationships evolve. dreams change. 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚. and i’m beginning to feel that something doesn’t have to last forever to be deeply right. something can be aligned… 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗿𝘆. something can be home… 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿. something can be beautiful… 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗲𝗻𝘁. i don’t want to love my life less because i know it will change. i want to love it more because i know it will. i’m learning that safety isn’t believing nothing will ever change. it’s trusting myself enough to meet what does. 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘀𝗮𝗳𝗲 i need presence. self-trust. and the willingness to love what is here while it is here. #impermanence #trust - @janet.bugden