ronn :p :
honestly, i think i just need reassurance from you. i don't need you to explain everything or prove anything to me, i just want to feel like we're okay. i want to hear from you na you still love me, na you still choose me, and na nothing about how you feel for me has changed.
i know i overthink sometimes, and i know not everything that bothers me means something is actually wrong. pero when something gets into my head, it's hard for me to just ignore it. especially when it involves you, kasi i care about you so much. sometimes i just need you to remind me na i'm still your person and that i don't have to worry about losing you.
i don't want to keep asking questions just because i'm scared. i don't want to be paranoid or make you feel like you have to constantly reassure me either. i just want that feeling na kahit may ibang people around us, we're still choosing each other. na whatever happens, we're gonna talk about it instead of letting it slowly create distance between us.
and i really hope you understand na i'm not asking for reassurance because i don't trust you. i'm asking because i love you, and sometimes my mind gets too loud. i just need to hear from you that we're okay, that you still want this relationship, and that you're not slowly getting tired of me.
i don't need anything complicated. kahit sabihin mo lang na “i love you, i'm still here, and i'm still choosing you,” honestly, that would already mean so much to me.
i just want to feel safe with you again. i want to stop thinking about all the what-ifs and just feel secure knowing na whatever happens, we're gonna choose each other and work through it together. i love you, and i'm not looking for a reason to leave. i just need a reason to feel okay again.
2026-09-08 10:07:33