Apple User842645 :
I wish I could go back man, I wasted my late childhood and teenage years being unaware, self isolated, anxious, embarrassed, careless, lazy, hating everything and not seeing the point in anything, because of that and the negative attitude, I missed out and did nothing like have fun and all, and before I could blink, it all went by and now Im missing those years and deeply regret it. And another bad thing is that I did obviously did have some fun, life was normal and all, but I have nothing to show for it as I hated photos/didnt think to take them, and literally threw away all my school work, so I dont even have that to look back on. Like for my beloved dog of six years I have like less than 10 pics of him. And since I hated photos, I did all I could to avoid being in other peoples photos, like I dont even have that at least. My teenage years are like a void, when my kids in the future ask how were my teenage years, I have nothing to tell and nothing to show ๐ And these past three years since graduation have been going by so quickly that it doesnt even feel like 6 months have gone by, yet three whole years went by just like that, its sad because 3 whole years suddenly got added to everything, my age, since I graduated, since events like covid are not over half a decade ago instead of being โrecentโ, my dog isnt young anymore and is approaching half his expected lifespan, and so on. It feels like time is running out. Im getting distant from my childhood/teenage years whilst getting closer to the death of my loved ones ๐
2026-08-14 18:40:43