@braylinpowers: i’m at a loss for words these days over this experience i’ve had over the last year & what other women are experiencing in silence. Having my son has been the greatest thing i’ll ever do in this life … but no one could have warned me for the thoughts and emotions i experienced the 1st year of his life. #ppd #ppdawareness #clancy #survivor #speakup

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josie_lynn04
Josie_lynn :
My baby was screaming and all I wanted to do was put my hair up, couldn’t find a hair tie in the drawer so I ripped the whole drawer out and threw it across the bathroom. Then proceeded to pick it all up, put the drawer back in. There was a hair tie on the counter in front of my face the whole time. Post partum rage is so real and so scary
2026-08-14 17:18:45
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sweet_cairoline
Caroline :
2 weeks in and all she does is cry 😭 I’m slowly losing my mind. I don’t know how to survive MONTHS of this.
2026-10-03 21:23:04
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hayleybcoffey
hayley b. coffey :
your husband not taking offense when you sent that text shows how much he really felt for you 🥺 I hope you are doing better now!!
2026-08-14 10:22:40
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moto_arcana
moto_arcana :
The pan text is so real though….idk how many dishes I’ve broken out of pure rage of being overwhelmed. No village, no one checking in on me, phone stays silent 24/7. But everyone reaches out to my husband and asks HIM how he’s doing and how the baby’s doing. I can’t stand how mothers get forgotten in the conversation even though it’s the mothers who go through hell.
2026-08-14 16:35:16
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maddie_g_drennen
Maddie | SAHM 🎀 :
It makes you crazy and you can’t even tell anyone. Doesn’t help that most of your friends or family don’t even realize because they don’t have kids of their own…I see you🩷
2026-09-17 01:38:32
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protec_ya
Mmm :
Same thats why im one and done
2026-09-15 06:42:53
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kadynce22
KADYNCE :
Seeming this and other people comments make me feel better that I’m not the only one that wants to run away
2026-09-16 18:35:39
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dianaaaaaaaaaaaaaav
Dianavyrodov :
I vent to my husband like this and he just makes me feel like a burden to him and I’m a problem & bad mom 😭😭😭 so I stopped venting.. and I feel like I’m going to explode more then ever 😭😭😭I have 3 kids and I’m drowning I hate BFing, I felt this whole tik tok. 🥺😭
2026-08-22 04:09:37
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graciestamper
Gracie Stamper :
Green flags for your husband’s responses 🥹
2026-09-18 04:06:46
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abigailtessss
Tess :
Completely understand! PPD/PPA/PPOCD almost took my life. Keep sharing everyone 🫶
2026-08-15 01:54:14
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khaylaverdin
Khayla Verdin :
seeing this in the thick of it with my one month old right now is making me feel so much better that i’m not alone with these thoughts.
2026-09-19 06:53:34
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aalicia.dgaf
aalicia.dgaf🕷️🖤 :
Literally crying reading this as I have said the exact same things verbatim. I live 1100 miles away from all family and the morning after we got home from the hospital my husband was back at work. I was terrified to ask for help, I’m glad we both made it. Thank you for sharing this, it’s healing to know I wasn’t alone.
2026-08-14 18:23:46
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kaealana
kaelyn :
I have a run away text too. Just know you’re not alone.
2026-08-22 00:09:00
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jess1421_
Daisy :
I’m 5 months pp and same situation. I feel like I’ve lost myself completely.
2026-09-20 17:57:56
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numetalpatience
numetalpatience :
I tried to off myself the day after this photo was taken. I keep this photo because I spent the next 6 months fighting to stay alive against post partum psychosis. Does this look like the face of a thriving mother?
2026-08-15 17:30:37
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marryjaneeb
marryjaneeb :
Ive never felt more seen 😭😭 as a 1st time mom, no one warned me how intense i would feel!! now all i want to do is warn the next new mom in my life. Dont warn them about the no sleep, encourage them during the first whole year after the baby and be apart of their village even when they don't ask for it 💛✨
2026-08-14 05:19:47
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angelhaught222
angel lianna haught :
I look back at pictures of when my daughter was a newborn and I look so drained. I barely remember her first few months of life because I was fighting for mine. The guilt I feel even to this day is unreal. Post partum anxiety has almost taken me out. No doctors have been able to help me besides prescribing me an ssri that does nothing
2026-08-15 13:07:51
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asaproxy86
A$apRoxY :
It’s so difficult especially when most people make it seem like motherhood is such a joy, and everyone looks like they have a perfect life on social media. Things will get better. I had post partum depression and I had a village. Being a mom is tough, but God knows you can handle this because he made you a mom
2026-08-14 22:25:30
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fxrw0rld
Mamiifer :
Me feeling like I’m a horrible momma for losing my patience. He’s just a baby.
2026-08-14 05:00:25
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nailil976
Lilian :
I was prepping a bottle right before we were going to go out.. he was already in his car seat and began crying. I had been sleep deprived— 6 months no full nights rest— the night before was a tough night. I just yelled out to God crying and in despair, “Lord!!! I just can’t!!! Please, HELP ME!” And I quickly gave him a kiss, apologized for crying, told him it wasn’t his fault, and that momma was just tired— and the truth was that— I was exhausted and burnt out
2026-10-13 02:02:27
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bigyamsgalore
BigYamsGalore :
I don’t think I have ppd but I definitely have the sundown scaries because I get so tired when the sun goes down and I’m usually by myself since my boyfriend works second shift. My daughter does this thing sometimes where I can swaddle her in her bassinet and sit on the bed and watch her for 30 minutes or more and she’ll sleep. But the MOMENT I lay down and get my blanket on me she’ll wake up and cry. I got to thinking one night last week after about 5 hours of her being sleeping and awake back and forth is that I wanted to just jump out our bedroom window on the second floor because I was getting so stressed about her crying for so long. Going to see my therapist tomorrow at 2 weeks postpartum and I might ask about getting on a low-dose antidepressant to help me out.
2026-09-22 21:28:15
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jennybenny.420
👾Jenna👾 :
Me rn but we got itttttt 🥲
2026-09-18 12:53:28
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isismarino
imarino :
It’s so hard & my mom, sister & friends are always over/ I had to move in with my mom. I’m sorry you had to deal with it all alone😭
2026-09-25 01:48:06
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miratda
miranda :
the running away text omfg i would constantly be googling "want to run away from my family" and reading reddit posts from other moms feeling the same! we're much better now but some hard days even 13mo pp i still think about it 🫩
2026-10-08 04:47:01
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monikasabelja
Monika 🌙💟 :
Thank you for sharing , makes me feel less alone in my experience ❤️
2026-09-17 05:42:27
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