@bigbear.eagle.diaries: Hey everyone, I’ve since learned that the song I used in this post was AI-generated. It appeared in TikTok’s music library, and I mistakenly thought it was simply a cover of “Dust in the Wind.” I strongly oppose AI-generated music, my son is a musician, so this issue is deeply personal to me. I should have checked the artist more carefully, but I was very emotional while creating this video. Unfortunately, TikTok won’t allow me to replace the song now that it’s posted. Please know that using it was completely unintentional, I understand the concern, and there is no need to keep coming at me in the comments. 🤦🏻‍♀️In hindsight, the signs seem so clear. But hindsight already knows the ending. This is the progression we couldn’t fully understand then, and the final time I will share Jackie’s illness. When the necropsy results are released, I will share what is learned. But from here forward, I’m returning to the beautiful, funny and fiercely alive Jackie we loved. That is how I choose to remember our Queen. #JackieAndShadow #BigBearEagles #BaldEagle #NestCam #flyhighjackie

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jmejuju
JamieJuJu :
She lived to see her babies fledge, they kept her alive ❤️😩😭😭
2026-08-15 02:59:05
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queenhazelhb
HazelsRachel :
I remember seeing the video of her on the ground by David James and immediately closed my app, Jackie on the ground meant something bad and I wasn’t ready
2026-08-16 08:06:49
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juststeph35
JustSteph :
She went away as soon as her babies were fledge worthy. She knew she was compromising their safety because Predators kept coming near because they sensed her weakness. BREAKS MY HEART!!!
2026-08-15 01:54:51
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shannoneaton04
ShannonE :
So true, I’ve always heard that once a bird shows signs of sickness, they are so much sicker than you think
2026-08-15 01:41:36
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blueston23
blueston23 :
So so sad. I am grateful Jackie was cared for in the end. She will live on in a Native American’s dance.
2026-08-15 02:59:49
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angelx.x157
A :
I just keep thinking of how much she achieved in her life. So many babies fledged and so many livestreams that touched thousands of people. Then of course, her biggest achievement was saving Big Bear from development. Even without her, because of her, Eagles in this area can continue to prosper like her and Shadow did for so long. She left behind an incredible legacy.
2026-08-15 17:44:11
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critterlovebug
critterlovebug :
another sign is the lack of grooming - aka feathers ruffed and out of place. grooming takes a lot of energy
2026-08-15 02:26:35
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catmom6424
catmom6424🐱 :
Its so sad looking back on this, to think she was sick for so long and yet she still took care of her babies. When Sandy fell she stayed with her, feeding and protecting her. I am grateful she was rescued so she could pass away peacefully and we all got some closure. ❤️❤️❤️
2026-08-15 01:13:42
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nellyburk3
Nelly Garcia :
Impossible to help her while on her nest. Too late by the time she got to the ground. What a beautiful creature. At least she was cared for and was not taken by an animal.
2026-08-15 03:28:29
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uhuhnossir
nunya :
unfortunately even had we known, I dont think there was any other possible outcome. rescue wasn't possible until she was grounded.
2026-08-15 02:11:35
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paulbutitdoesntmatter2
paulbutitdoesntmatter2 :
Knowing full well that when an animal stops grooming itself it's a very bad sign. She gave her life to have that second clutch.
2026-08-15 04:30:16
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teresa_tdboom2
Teresa_tdboom :
definitely the signs were there. and now I know for sure Shadow knew. animals know, they can smell it, their senses are way better than ours. shadow new he had to take over the feeding alone. he's been morning longer than we have. how blessed we are to have known Jackie thank you Sandy! ❤🙏❤🙏
2026-08-15 02:59:56
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shelleylee15
Shelley Lee466🇨🇦 :
I believe that she told him. They communicate. We don’t know what the chortles were about. We can only assume. She wasn’t right all season. She seemed so different. I will always love and miss her. But I am also looking forward to what Shadow’s future holds. 💔❤️❤️❤️
2026-08-15 01:13:27
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sandymichelle548
🍁pumpkinspicequeen🍁 :
This is so painful to watch😢
2026-08-15 17:33:34
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wishbone404
wishbone :
Thank you for the step by step explanation of what was happening. Your post was a beautiful tribute ❤️
2026-08-17 01:41:45
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shudson0371
shudson0371 :
I feel like her demise is somehow symbolic of the U.S., the state of people’s rights etc.. I can’t stop crying for her.
2026-08-15 03:49:44
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bigmomma562_
sister smurf :
I think Shadow also knew when she passed
2026-08-16 09:52:22
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lorielliott1022
lorielliott1022 :
Still makes me cry seeing how sick she was… all while we watched. 🥺😭🥺
2026-09-03 04:42:47
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kelly.j.78
Kelly J 78 :
I fully believe she went to ground to get help for herself. That was her territory for 14 years. She knew the houses being built and the people in them.
2026-08-15 01:36:23
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pinkavetgirl69
Meet Virginia 🩵 :
Dang-we all knew Jackie didn’t look well but chalked it up to a long breeding season. Those of us who know Jackie knew but we didn’t know what exactly we were seeing. She was ill! She stayed strong for as long as she could and completed her one final miracle raising two amazing eagles. 🦅
2026-08-15 02:25:31
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tlewis132
Teresa Lewis419 :
Well I’m crying . I sent ojai a thank you card because I’m sure so many people are giving them hate when in all honestly they did what they could to save her and if she had survived it would have been because of them
2026-08-15 06:02:45
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tired___moth
Tired.Moth :
Her sitting there unpreened with her eyes closed should have been our biggest warning sign something was very wrong. Birds squint and close their eyes like that when they're in a lot of pain or very sick.. They stop preening first, they sit very still and squint, sit with their eyes closed, and then they self isolate.. All the signs were there, but there wasn't anything we could have done. We're only allowed to intervene once they're grounded and in obvious distress, but by the time a bird like that is grounded and showing distress it is usually too late. They hide their illnesses so, so well until they can't anymore.. This has been such a disturbing case to me. You can see she's lost weight, she's not preening anymore. The squinting, eyes closing.. Ravenous appetite, but no real motivation or energy to hunt. When those symptoms showed up in my chickens it was always something bad I couldn't bring them back from. I'm wondering if she got a hold of something that had eaten or been around Moth Balls? Moth balls are extremely toxic and poison the ground for years and years. They caused very similar symptoms in my birds before they died. The moth balls toxins did not show up in any of the blood test. Only an autopsy showed what they had done. They cause extreme anemia, and especially kidney damage. They are NOT safe. My second guess was if she had a third soft shelled egg that got trapped inside of her and burst? Causing sepsis. But that infection would have shown on X Rays.. I am extremely concerned because if she got into something, or ate something containing the moth ball toxins then Shadow and the rest are at extreme risk, too. I know there are several elderly people who live in and around Big Bear and they could be using moth balls in their home or to keep rats away outside. Unaware of just how extremely toxic and dangerous they are to our environment and how badly they leech into the soil. We were told to put moth balls underneath our chicken coop to deter rats. It was an area they could not touch or get to, so we thought it was fine. It wasn't. The soil around the coop became contaminated and the worms they were eating were dosed with moth ball toxins.
2026-08-15 18:59:33
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ambrosiaemeryssunfire
Siberian Cat Mama :
Shadow knew she was sick.
2026-08-15 01:41:45
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taradactyl81
taradactyl81 :
This was when I first had that awful feeling in my gut back in April 😭 our sweet Jackie was so fierce and strong. ❤️‍🩹
2026-08-15 03:09:58
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bunnypowered
Kim P :
as sad as it sounds the professionals now know what to look for and maybe can help sooner . fly high sweet Jackie shadow has company and he is crying less
2026-08-15 01:26:55
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