The Uneducated Man :
he really makes you feel it. the confusion and rage of loss and trying to comes to terms with not being able to change anything. its been 7 years now and I struggle with the loss of my mom, i lost my dad at 5 and never cried. I had to put my dog down last year, day after my birthday and it somehow broke me completely. he helped me thru her death so much, kept me in control and when I lost him, something broke... now completely at random, I will feel like I just lost them both... like they where right here and suddenly gone. like I can see them and then their just gone and im alone. sometimes I cry, sometimes I scream and rage and then try to put myself back together but it hits like a train and im powerless to stop it. I can't even imagine the pain of loosing a child and hope that I never do. if not for my best friend, the man i call my brother, I think I would have lost the fight already. but im still standing, he won't let me fall and slowly im learning to accept and control things. I can't do my parents memory the disrespect of giving up, I swore to mom I wouldn't and all I have is my word on this earth. so fight. fight to live if thats what you need to do. just never give up. sorry, this was supposed to just be about punisher but this hurt me, it feels to familiar and I just had to say something. we're all so broken here, just know that broken or not, we don't have to give up. and broken or not, ill try to help others stand up like my brother helps me. much love to anyone who's covered in scars that nobody else can see. your not alone. theres an army of us, unfortunately. but our shared pain and unwillingness to give up makes us stronger. we might not want to be but we are. and we can be there for eachother. never letting the other stay down. love you all.
2026-08-15 17:24:13