Stroobs :
For all the people that say it gets better, they’re more right than wrong. I have a different perspective. I was a new grad who got a CICU job as a new grad in ‘23. I was so scared on the floor I earned an action plan and had a private meeting with my manager that told me to my face: “you look terrified out there”- didn’t help with any anxiety, lol. It instead propelled me because I told myself I was incompetent in my field, and frankly, I was. I ate and slept (nightmares when I did) hemodynamics. I had a sweet educator who told me in follow-up meetings: I hope you’re finding work-life balance”. I was not, and shared that. I vowed to change that. The 6 month slump is real.. PUSH through it. Mine took a year understandably. I’m still anxious before work, but what has changed is that I know if I show up for my shift, whether I think I can or not… I know I can actually handle it, because I am more intelligent than my mind tells me I am. Stick with it. It DOES get easier. Ask questions when you can, be a novice. What you’ll find is you can educate yourself, and be educated by your peers, but no one will ever be prepared for the stuff we deal with. We do our best, and even if you tell yourself you don’t know if you’re doing things right, you are. You’re hard on yourself because you care about your patients. Ask for help. Ask questions. Seek knowledge. At the end of the day, try your BEST to take a walk, cook a meal, breath, and wind down before the next day. Take one day at a time. You will become more confident, and feel more valuable as you learn. You’re still LEARNING. Hate to break it to you sister, but you joined a career where you will continue to learn, practices and policies will change, but no matter how much you think you’re losing it, the patient is still there each time counting on a nurse that cares as much as you do. Hang in there. I’ve thought about quitting an unhealthy amount of times… don’t quit. Don’t. It gets better, I promise.
2026-08-17 04:36:11