armour :
I have no friends, no family, never married, no kids, 44 yrs old love the Lord so much even though my life is destroyed by others. So much has been taken away from me. Living in these last days, AL I want is for The Lord to love me as no one else does. To keep me safe and take me with him on the day of the rapture. Forgive me for being human and making mistakes that really never hurt anyone but myself. Its always lonely when I think about it although I shudnt feel that way coz I know Christ. The hurt and pain that others caused me, left me scared for life. In all my innocence by never hurting others, I was always humiliated, disrespected, rejected by everyone even my own family who doesn't love me. Criminals get more love and forgiveness than innocent people like me. Whatever reason I'm here on earth, seems so meaningless. Pain continues, but God has given me breathe and I guess I have to live until He takes me away. He's my only friend as I've never had anyone to talk to. I always looked up to the Lord in every moment of life. I look at others and wonder how my life came to feeling so sad even at 44yrs old. Never had a relationship either. Was always cursed. Alot of things to tear me apart. Christ suffered for everyone and I've got to walk in His path. It's not easy Being a Christian. But Christ walked lonely and now I'm in the same path but but IL never stop loving Christ. Even when I know I'm not supposed to feel angry quietly within me or sad as it's wrong and sinful and I have to be brave, God has always been there to listen to me even when I don't feel like He's listening. Wishing and imagining good things is also wrong because those things are not for me. It makes me think how horrible things are here on earth that people wudnt want riches and wealth and people like me can't have those because very thing on earth is eventually meaningless. It's Only God that we need. Sadly we Have to submit and work till the day we die. Some go hungry to bed, some work their lives off like me and have no place to call home. But we have to go through what Christ has been through. The Bible is so true. Christ is real and the Only God. 🙏
2026-10-10 18:33:57