@homewithaziza: ‼️Trigger warning - Pet loss Mika, May 2021 - August 2026 On the night of the 6th of August I accidentally locked Mika out in the garden. I thought I had seen him inside and then I locked up and I’ll never forgive myself for not double, triple checking that he was inside. The days after we spent every moment calling him, looking for him, doing everything that’s recommended to find a lost cat. Something in me just thought he’d come back, it’s normal, indoor cats get scared and they hide and then find their way back. On the 10th of August, we found Mika deceased in the front garden of the house opposite us. My heart shattered when I was told a neighbour found a ginger cat, I just never ever considered that Mika could be gone. I’ll never forget running to that house and seeing him there. He was opposite us this entire time. I got Mika during the Covid lockdown in 2021 when I felt really lonely after I moved to my first apartment when I got married. And since then Mika has been with me through everything. He was my first baby, I raised him and we built such a wonderful strong bond. He was just so purely innocent, he had no concept of danger. He was funny, loving, derpy, so sweet, loved playing in the garden, curious, sassy, well behaved, patient, knew how to get what he wanted - he was just everything. I never understood pet grief before I got Mika, they’re not ‘just an animal’ they’re apart of the family, you grow a bond with them, you raise them, you learn to communicate with each other, you grow love. I feel so empty, heartbroken, and in disbelief. I can’t believe one moment he was here and I was so excited to see Leena grow up with him, to now he’s gone but everything around me just reminds me of him. I’m only sharing this as I know so many of you loved watching Mika and he deserves to be remembered 🤍 Thank you to everyone who prayed for Mika because he was found and he did come home - just not in the way we wanted. The silver lining is that I have closure, I’m not I’m not going to spend my whole life wondering where he is and what could have happened to him. I pray we’ll be reunited 🤍

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mywanderinghome
Maj :
My angel boy🤍 praying everyday that Allah reunites us all in Jannah 🤍
2026-08-16 12:17:47
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thetreat.cart
The Treat Cart :
So sorry to hear of your loss; may Allah reunite you all in Jannah! Ameen 💜
2026-08-16 12:03:36
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haus89
Ha Us :
How did he pass away? do you know what happened? this is so heartbreaking
2026-08-16 12:03:51
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sumaiyah.m4
sumaiyah :
I’m so sorry for your loss, he was such a beautiful baby ❤️‍🩹
2026-08-16 14:39:47
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user3179418617548
user3179418617548 :
Just wanting to be educated what about being outside kills cats? Is it hunger or something else
2026-08-16 12:26:05
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sadiahussainx
Sadia Hussain :
The most painful thing ever losing a pet. It will get easier I promise ❤️
2026-08-16 14:09:02
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smia1995
Shenaz :
I’m so sorry. I lost my little Pop Pop over a year a now and I thought all the windows were closed at home but they weren’t and he escaped. He was found hit by a car and passed of his injuries. That phone call is one I’ll never forget. I wish I left him in the living room where I usually do but I didn’t and it’s something that I can’t get past. I’m sure he had a beautiful life like my Pop 🥺 they’re together now
2026-08-16 16:00:08
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bigeyeshijabi
bigeyeshijabi :
This is heartbreaking- I’m so sorry for your loss. May you remember him in the Akhirah and be reunited in Jannah- Ameen
2026-08-16 12:18:36
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imhere1998
A98 :
Actually sobbing, he seemed so precious! Sorry for your loss😔💔
2026-08-16 16:36:54
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habiba.sx
Habiba :
this is heartbreaking i’m so sorry 💔
2026-08-16 14:23:26
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beingwelltogether
Beingwelltogether :
Oh Aziza I’m so sad for you. I remember when you first got Mika - he was such a cutie. As a cat mum myself, I am gutted for you 😿😿
2026-08-18 17:20:21
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eh_22_
s :
so sorry for your loss
2026-08-16 12:49:59
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rs892024
rs892024 :
I’m so sorry for your loss. In sha Allah you can be reunited with him one day. I totally understand the pain of loosing a furry family member x but tell yourself he had the best life with you and you did everything you could to make his life happy and loved. X
2026-08-16 11:59:57
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saker.shoots
saker.shoots :
I’m so sorry for your loss Aziza. Mika looks like a genuinely loving and cute cat😭❤️
2026-08-16 17:53:45
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beaussima
Nassima 🫧🧴 :
Oh I’m so sorry 💔 pet loss is truly heartbreaking 💔
2026-08-16 12:40:12
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athomewithzahra
Zahra | Home & Lifestyle :
I’m so sorry for your loss 🥺❤️‍🩹
2026-08-16 12:01:41
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tania_tah
Tan :
Im so sorry to hear this Aziza 🥺 losing a pet is awful. Thinking of you 💓
2026-08-16 12:03:12
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faizargh
At Home with Faiza | UGC 🤍 :
🥺 so sorry for your loss 🤍
2026-08-16 12:50:11
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teejayex
Tanjila Shanaz :
🥺😢😢😢😢 I will never not cry over a cat loss video. lost my own 5 year old boy 2 years ago and theres not a day that goes by that my heart doesnt break because he was gone so suddenly and so painfully
2026-08-16 16:41:27
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user___035x
S🤍🐅 :
It’s very hard may Allah give you Sabr and reunite you in Jannah Ameen. I lost my Simba in March this year I miss him and remember him everyday please make dua we also reunite in the gardens of Jannah Ameen
2026-08-16 16:45:17
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missfemaleboss
Kirsten🇵🇸 :
Aww this is so sad.. I was the same never understood pet grief till I lost my boy muezza and my heart still hearts now.. so sorry my love xx
2026-08-16 11:59:25
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honasbarz
honasbarz :
What a sweet boy, so sorry for your loss 🥺❤️
2026-08-17 00:22:19
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toorak
T :
I’m so sorry for you loss ❤️May Allah swt reunite you both in jannah ❤️❤️❤️
2026-08-16 16:07:53
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s023445
S :
This is so heartbreaking 💔
2026-08-16 13:51:08
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user40509768
Gazala 73 :
Awwwww I'm sorry 💕
2026-08-16 19:41:10
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