PervertedBoxerSmeller67 :
3 nights ago i stayed up til 4, my grandma woke me up to see if i was awake, and she said “sofi, go to sleep. we were meant to sleep during night, and live during the day, that’s how God made it” then afterwards i said grandma i don’t believe in God anymore, which was so odd because i had a strong relationship with him, or so i thought i did, and we had this whole conversation on why i don’t believe, it was almost like a debate, she gave her reasons, i gave mine. she’s always talked about how God has saved her so many times, but all of the amount of times ive prayed to him when i was struggling and i had gotten no response for 3 years, i always cry when i pray, i find a comfort in it thinking that someone’s hearing me out for once, i can’t believe i dare to say i don’t believe in him anymore, everything has changed my perspective in him. after we had our convo, she told me “just keep on praying, he’ll come to you” but i just told her i gave up on it because i don’t wanna expect something from him. she prays for me every night and day.
2026-09-04 08:01:56