Czarox :
She was every thing to me, the girl in the world. She understood me, and I had never had a friend like her before. She was the best friend I ever had. With her, I had the best times and the best feelings. She gave me the friendship I had never had before and the kind of love that everyone should experience from a real friend. Trust me, it was the best feeling. I had never felt that way before. With her, I had never been so happy.
But I had a problem. I loved her more than I loved myself. She was the best girl in my life, but the reason I left her was because of my depression. I was scared that, in the future, my depression would cause problems for both of us.
One day, she stopped calling me. The moment I realized that she wasn’t going to call me anymore, I left in tears. I cried the whole night because I missed her so much. I wish I could get her back and have the happiness she gave me. I wish I could feel that feeling again, but I can’t.
Now I feel so depressed, and I cry every night because I miss her. I wish I could go back in time to when we first met, just to see her again and see her smile. Back then, I was happy. I didn’t have depression or mental health problems.
And for everything that happened, I’m sorry. I don’t know what I was thinking when I bullied you. I wasn’t the same person back then, and I’m truly sorry. I miss you, and what I did was a mistake.
I’m really sorry. I wish I could see you again and see your smile. I miss you so much.
2026-08-27 18:09:21