@fragil3gg: please share pet pics and any other happy things to distract me from feeling like I'm dying. last night I went to bed feeling not so great mentally or physically. then I woke up several times because I was choking on vomit. then I woke up several times because I was choking on a spit bubble. then my neighbor's car alarm went off at least ten times, and every time it made another neighbor's dog bark. as someone who has been beaten with a bat, I can honestly say that it feels like I've been beaten with a bat. 👁️👄👁️🫱🥖 (there's no baseball bat emoji, so pretend that baguette is an aluminum baseball bat. a batguette.) I'm always at a high number on the pain scale, but today it's sooooooo much worse than it's been in a long time. gootbye.... *angels by Sarah McLaughlin plays* #MentalHealth #chronicpain #recovery #chronicillness #fyp