Beast Mode :
I dated someone for about a year. She broke up with me because, at the time, I wasn’t ready to be a stepdad, and I wasn’t good enough then.
For a couple of months, she messed with two people. One of them was a friends-with-benefits situation. Then we got back together for three days. We spent those three days together, talking, breaking down each other’s walls, and telling each other we loved each other. We were making plans for the future, including her kid. Everything felt real.
But then, when I dropped her off at home Friday so she could go to work, everything was great. We were flirting, saying goodbye, and everything felt normal. Then I woke up the next morning to two voice messages and found out I was blocked on everything so she could go be with the friends-with-benefits guy.
I feel lost. I feel empty. I feel like I’ll never be good enough. It hurts in a way I can’t even explain, and I wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone. I’m broken right now, and I feel like I lost my person.
I gave her my heart again, believed in the future we were talking about, and let my walls come down. And now I’m left trying to understand how something that felt so real could disappear overnight.
2026-08-17 15:27:46