@jedetestelart: I’m not religious anymore but it was hard to step away from it #ftmtransgender #lgbtq #internalizedhompohobia #queer #religioustrauma

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ser_4ph
Seraph :
trying to pray my homosexuality away was the saddest part in my life
2026-10-13 19:44:22
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escupez
escupe :
I really really did try
2026-10-03 13:53:00
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shrekxlordfarquaad
Shrek :
I wasted so much time wishing I couldn’t love that I ended up hating myself.
2026-11-01 09:18:30
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mvdahdah
minji kmbrn pida :
makin gila gw mkirin ini mulu
2026-10-11 08:35:50
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sophstrvniolo
soph | sophstrvniolo :
let’s reschedule
2026-09-11 20:42:37
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oceanskiesalot
Ocean&Skies :
I'm so thankful I was surrounded by already queer people who made me know it's normal online. Before I was succumbed to a homophobic country and surroundings. I hope everyone gets sunshine.
2026-10-15 14:15:01
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mill68511
𝔄𝔪𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔞 :
Sitting in church after bawling your eyes out about it the night before ✌️
2026-09-02 02:46:02
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chyoz10
⁶🤷🏻⁷ :
i want to like women, but I can't, idk why either...
2026-10-09 12:26:05
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layne.staley60
rose🌀🦈👟🏳️‍🌈 :
7th grade was ROUGH
2026-10-05 10:26:14
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frankenstjn
kirahahahahaha :
can't repost but know i was there💔
2026-10-12 16:49:31
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ethelcainfan000
ethelcainfan000 :
I still hope that I can change
2026-10-30 09:17:58
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xcewl
4xel #LIVIE4EVER :
I'm trying:(, I want to be "normal" like other people too.. is just hard;{
2026-10-11 01:28:44
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gugagugigugu
Kencur :
it hits me hard, i've tried everything i can to change this feeling, but i can't. i was getting frustrated by TS
2026-10-10 21:34:09
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nana_syu6
nana :
that's normal guys... and even if this is a choice, i will choose this in every life this is the best choice in my life ❤️‍🩹
2026-10-11 05:38:31
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vivizzli
𝜗ৎ :
it’s so confusing because I believe in god but also struggle in believing in him
2026-10-13 23:46:15
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digidaw0_o8
diigo🪼 :
If i can't love a girl than make me not like a boy to.....
2026-10-16 13:50:12
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imjeolme_rere
rere :
cape gw gini trs, knp ya makin injak umur 21 makin gini trs
2026-10-12 15:12:42
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infernalburger
burger :
Silent repost
2026-10-08 03:13:33
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_paultheperson_
Milo 🦦 :
and all of a sudden I'm researching whether it's sinful and if I'd go to hell and praying for him to change me
2026-09-28 04:16:23
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noelmaroot
Noel Marootian :
I just need to deny my flesh. That’s all I can do. No matter if I run from my family or people I know God will always be watching me. And hell will hurt so badly and I don’t want to burn. And if I have to marry a man so I don’t then that’s what I’ll do
2026-09-12 21:45:35
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00916.mehro
𖣂︎ :
I tried so so so hard you have no idea, with her I felt everything I needed to felt with a man but I simply cannot love a man no matter how fukin hard I try, how much I tried to fake it and lied to myself, I can’t love a man.
2026-10-27 04:14:58
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ftmezro
ezro 💥🏳️‍⚧️ :
oh this hit hard man
2026-08-17 22:13:25
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vanillakidbyers1340
cyan ! 🌀🔆🕯 :
reading the bible at 10 hoping it makes up for these feelings i cant control 💔
2026-09-12 07:13:17
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applecidercandy
🪲Spotted_Lady!🐌 :
Not being able to have a family normally, and losing family over it 💔
2026-09-12 04:00:27
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logansucksevenmore
Logansucks :
I genuinely would give anything not to be bisexual, but I can’t stop as much as I try. I think my friends know now and they’ve been leaving me on open and not responding to any messages I send
2026-09-04 08:12:36
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