If it makes you feel better, When I was 12 grade student , I did not get that score in mind. So I became depressed for months I wanted to study something related to medicine. I did not get that chance to do it. I thought my life has ended , thought that was it for me. Now looking back I am so relieved I did not go to anything related to medicine. I am English literature student never thought I would go for that major, but here I am happy than ever. Couldn't have imagine how my life would be if I changed my department. Trust me just trust Allah’a plan everything will work out better than you thought.😊