Try having a panic attack and going straight to them in the middle of it for help to make u feel better crazy cycle lol
2026-08-18 17:03:38
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nevers :
I go back to my teaching job tomorrow and I asked if we could go for a walk by the lake for my last day of summer. He was working since 3:30am. He agreed to go but on our way there he kept talking about how he didn’t want to go and he was just doing it bc if not i’d say he’s mean but he’s tired and doesn’t want to be there. I tried to lighten the mood and asked how work was. He followed to tell me how i didn’t do anything all day and it must be nice to have my summers off but he doesn’t have that luxury. We didn’t stay long bc I kept trying to act like i didn’t care but it made me sad. i just wanted to have a nice moment with him. on the drive back he didn’t really say anything and when we got back to his house i was mentally telling myself i’d just go home. but then when we got back he was like “im over the whole lake thing. i’m just trying to chill and have a good time, if you’re going to be doing stuff to make me mad then yeah go home but if you’re chilling then I am too” and I stayed bc I felt like if I left I was the one making a big deal out of nothing. BUT LIKE MY THING IS IF HE WAS ALREADY TAKING ME HE COULDVE JUST STFU AND BEEN NICE ABOUT IT AND NOT RUIN THE MOMENT. anywayyy. what’s wrong with me gang
2026-08-19 03:51:35
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halfhallow :
my life right now. i don’t know how to get out of the cycle. i’m so miserable inside but i feel trauma bonded to him.
2026-08-22 23:52:16
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bridgettesnotfunny :
Next day? You mean an hour later 🤣
2026-08-18 02:53:50
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lia <3 :
Ur right, I’m not ready
2026-08-19 02:16:36
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Kayla :
Girl did you just stab me
2026-08-18 00:56:35
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Alexis :
Oh this play is about me….
2026-08-19 11:35:33
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jamen :
Being in so much pain the only place you can break down is your brain
2026-08-18 16:15:46
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kait273661 :
Let’s call it what it is. Abuse.
2026-08-20 23:03:15
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~Kei~ :
You mean 20 mins later, yeah ik it’s not normal or healthy and it’s something I gotta work on
2026-08-18 19:37:44
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Tor✨ :
That’s a trauma bond.
2026-08-18 00:47:51
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pizzapants420 :
This cycle literally broke my mind and shattered my entire being. Dont do this to yourselves
2026-08-19 15:22:06
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MB :
Felt this!!! But more like within 30 minutes
2026-08-18 03:54:11
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Brianna :
May a man like that never find me again 😑
2026-08-18 11:09:05
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Jazz :
Now who tf told you that about me???
2026-08-20 04:36:59
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Chloe☆☆☆ :
No Tarah I am not, thanks
2026-08-19 04:20:52
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🖤Sandy🖤 :
he literally looked me in the eyes and told me to have some respect for myself..... how embarrassing and eye-opening.
2026-08-19 18:31:26
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Ele Marie💓 :
I feel targeted
2026-08-18 17:10:55
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kenzieb :
This 🙌🏻 the most bizarre twilight zone type of feeling. Or even a couple hours later like everything was normal.
2026-08-21 14:26:04
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kate :
manic episodes and thought it was normal
2026-08-19 02:59:11
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that_02_chevy :
But i love him.
2026-08-18 20:09:54
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️ 𝑐𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑒𝑒ꨄ︎ :
i had a panic attack in his arms and in between sobs i said i don’t wanna lose you. for context we’re hitting a really really rough patch and im just so lost and hurt and confused and i have no idea what to do.
2026-10-16 04:13:41
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AmaliaaaV :
I said never again and I married it
2026-08-24 06:02:50
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christa_aka_chris :
Just realized it…. And stood up for myself that didn’t go well
2026-08-22 13:43:35
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appleuser94938734 :
One day I will be fed up and leave.
2026-08-19 14:49:47
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