el 🇱🇻 :
The only way I could find the relief was speaking to him. He hadn’t spoken to me since the start, left me wondering over and over, for months. He left a date that he didn’t want to talk about looming above my head. Every night, every day, sitting and taking in every emotion I felt, letting myself feel it, realising the actions as each day passed. I fought to speak, not to listen to his words but to let mine be heard. Each person is different, you’ll make mistakes, you’ll have regrets. The easiest way to work through them it’s understanding what would I have regretted more? Your friends, your family, your coworkers, they’re all there for you. Fill ur schedule, perform self care, build a life for yourself, the right person won’t stop those actions from happening. Each day does get easier, but u can’t lose urself for a lover. If it’s meant to be it will be, waiting for someone just gives them more time to prove they’re not worth it. So let it happen
2026-08-18 12:10:59